juliet's not here.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

hmms.the last time i blogged was 17.and alot of things happend since then..
i cant rmb all..
but on the 20-22.i had SPSU RDC Camp
hehe
quite fun
yups
brings back lots of memories,made new frns-to mention a few-Daya,Priya,Ain,Evlyn(hehe,im not so sure),Su,Hidaya,Zul,Faiz,and lots more.hehe..hehe
emms
and yes2
my lecturer..he's crazy...he scolds the other lecturer and points middle finger at him
hahahahahah
then he kinda shows how immature teenagers are.well he points middle finger and pretends to have a flu that type of thing
and hahas
the other makes fun of ppls name
haha
like today
my frns name is Dalbert*if im not wrong
and haha the lecturer says its albert and the D' is silent.hhehe.and he said girls got more than 2 answer-not like the experiment machine i was using today
hee..YES/NO/MAYBE?/SEE 1st.hahahahah!!
lols
then he mentioned about republic poly.he says the skl-u attend and then get the briefing.and then u are released and later half to come back to do a presentation.hehe.in between the RPs can do anything.and hehe.my lecturer say- they come SP.hahahahahah!
i couldnt stop laughing.and.yeah..it was fun.=)

hehe..TOMORO- im gonna start at 1.30..wooohooo!.but i still have lifesavers..so hmm.ill be gg hm late again tml. xpxpxp

9:27 PM

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

welll!! haha..my time table is quite slack-
COS ! only WED AND FRI i have to wake up early..the rest of the days like monday-i start at ONE!!wooh..thats like i can sleep and wake up at 11 and i still be early for school!!xp

tues i start at emms-10!!haha
and wooh today ended early xpxpxpxp

thurs i start at 130!!woohh! that is super late xpxpxpxpxp

9:08 PM

Sunday, April 15, 2007

well i feel like im unwell today..
cos i have blocked nose and im starting to cough today..im had flu yesterday and it sucks
maybe cos i havent slpt well the last 2 nights
and well i hope the run i had helps me
well my running timing suks
but its better than last wed
and i realli need to run more
and i need to run faster cos im running preety slow
well i need to buck up my pace and work harder if im going to try for AIRBORNE next year
and hopefully farhan's going to airborne this year
so i dont have to compete with him next year
well he can realli pull his muscles to the extreme last fri
he did 60 push ups and 60 sit ups in one min each
and he can do pullups well..and yeah
HOPE i get well today since skl starts tml=)

12:55 PM

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Well I got one thing to say today.

Not 2 but one!

I got my laptop!!!

And im quite happy uh

But It could be better If things were completed

Like the camera,the software-its like cant be opened.so to use the com cam

I need to use another method

And u cant configure its settings

And its like dumb

However

The rest are good!

And I just noe.1 GB ram

Its still ok

Not that fast

Cos this com still lags

After a lot of prog are being used

And wooh! One more thing

I need to buy myself a cross cable

To transfer stuff

Hmms and what I did today

Is I went to jog and also I went to the gym

And im quite tired

Well that’s all.cos im tired rite now and I have to go to skl tml

Wish ME luck!

11:46 PM

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

hmms!!-- i got 2 things two right write now..whahhaha!
well--
airborne's gonna be earli this year-luckily im onli aiming for the one next year..
so,i heard from farhan that its gonna be next friday and that was all off a sudden.and rafeeq is going too! he wants to go airborne this year..wooh.and so is rohaan..well
im just gonna train this year and go for it next year.so in the mean time i have to train myself and also i must take care of all parts of me..as in keep a good record in my well being =) =)hehe
and yepP!
this week.its gonna be training again.since i missed last week cos i was in camp..haha..so this wk.most likely im going to jog w farhan ,maybe zul and faeez too..
and Friday-its gonna be INTENSE TRAINING AGAIN =)..
well this time,im expecting to maintain my record.which is DO until my face turns colour.
seriously i need to practice on my breathing techniques.even when i do push ups and sit ups=well my eyes turn red..
and i could do more if i were to concentrate more of the breathing part
well ..i think it shuldnt be a prob.i got alot of rest last wk.and im readY to START again..well this will continue until next year..hehe..maybe ill see her again when i go skl this fri xpxp
hehe

AND WOOOOOHH!!
the other thing is that..
im gonna get my laptop today.well its not my money.but im very thankful to her .cos she helps me alot.
and woooh!! im gonna be so happy.well i shuldnt be to excited cos i still need to charge the laptop 12 hours(i think)
and yeah.im gonna get the laptop today- BETWEEN 4 to 8 today.well
i hope it comes just at the right time.
and yeah--
im gonna get myself a laptop protector.costs arnd 16 dollars in SP Popular Store.whereas in simlim they sell it for more than 30 for a similar one.!!
wooh...LAPTOP!

and one more thing-i need some inspiration-cos im in the middle of writing a song for the band
and im stuck
well hopefully fizO studies hard this year cos its too important than most things in life

and YAT! congrats!! take care of her real well alrite.. and take care of urself too
dun neglect ur studies- cos i wannto see u in SP(hopefully if u wannto take engineering in aeroplanes like ALI)
!!

3:30 PM

Monday, April 9, 2007

-ill be ur superman-

[Strumming]

[Verse 1]

Im bored,all alone
In this empty room.
In this lonely life
And Its just not right.

A Thousand days would pass
But I wont forget u girl
I miss u all this while.
Its not alright

what i gotta do
to make u mine.
ill take away ur pain.
if only u were mine.

[chorus]
ill runaway.
just to be with u.
ill give away my heart.
just for u
ill do everything
just to make u smile.
ill do anything
just to make u mine

[Verse 2]

ever since ur away
im never okay.
My life’s full of emptiness
Only you can make my day
ill be ur superman
ill be ur hero
ill love u all day

[chorus]
ill runaway.
just to be with u.
ill give away my heart.
just for u
ill do everything
just to make u smile.
ill do anything
just to make u mine

lets be together.
it will always be true.
let me hold ur hand.
and ill hold on tight.
just so u know.
ill never let u go
ur always in my heart.
and its gonna be this way

-i hope this is better than the first song i wrote, same strumming, same band, different lyrics, meanings-a whole new level-

8:05 PM

Sunday, April 8, 2007

ALEZMAKZ!!haha

I wore my contact lens just now!! wooh! took me just 15 mins ah beb!!
hahaha!!
1st time..wooh..now i can try tml. and if i take faster-then my no.1 on the wish list can be crossed!!wooh!!

11:03 PM

[my wish list]

*CONTACT LENSES (WEAR FAST!!) -cos I cant realli do it fast enough

* Airborne 08’ - so I have to train my running and my pull-ups-cos I cant do them in my no.4 uniform

*get to know all of my course mates -if possible-by the end of semester one..

* learn the guitar-cos i keep delaying this ever since my guitar broke

*I need a new guitar-this will have to wait-cos i need to use money on my poly life now

*a LAPTOP(maybe ill consider windows vista)-well-this is compulsory for Singapore poly usage-ALREADY ORDERED!

*visit my dad!! Cos he is now at QATAR ON BUSINESS. I already miss him

*go to EUROPE WITH MY FAMILY AGAIN!! –well the last time I was too young to remember and know QATAR is just 3 hours flight to EUROPE!!

*see that smile again

*write new songs for the band

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nth much-but ill just keep adding things to the list!

9:23 AM

Ohh..my dad left to Qatar today.and im very sad uh..but he said it was for the better.well

He left today morning(7 April 07) and im like crying uh..im preety sad cos.i was away for the FO camp and im tired so I slpt till like 12midnite and we left for the airport

He is returning next year uh… 2008..and ill miss my dad.cos he wont be around to help me and my family. And see Aqeil grow when he is 2 years old.

And im really sad cos he wont be around to correct my mistakes. Or around for me to ask him questions.and Im sorry for all I did wrong and when I talk bad about him some times when he isn’t arnd.

Ill hope this will be for the better and ill now have to be more independent like the simple things he mentioned when he was still around.like help mama to clean the hse and things I didn normally do.

I m really hoping this year to be moving fast and then when he returns next year ill be proud of myself and my dad to be proud of me.and then ill wish his stay back home for 2 weeks next year to be really slow and im really hoping that will happen.

Ill not forget the things he said like go pick up sth religious to do during my weekend.well to keep me strong and my self strong so that I wont go in the bad directions in life..

And I ll make that bad self of myself change..ill be going to mosque’s on Sunday.so that my iman (my religious side of me) will be stronger so that ill know things

9:18 AM

Saturday, April 7, 2007

I ask my girl, to take a walk.

To take a walk, down orchard road

Bypass mandarin, go to centrepoint

We had our lunch, at MacDonald’s

We had fillet, and an apple pie

We shared a cup of lemon lime

I hold her hands, look into her eyes

Ask her to be my valentine

When I book in, I fell love sick

Thinking of her, I couldn’t sleep

Pick up the phone, I called her home

Her mama said, she’s not at home

I want to cry, I want to die

After sometime, I changed my mind

I told myself, Oh what the hell

I try my luck, when I book out

When I book out, I saw this girl

Her face so sweet, her eyes so big

And when she smile, look like Vivian chow

I told myself, mai ka tu liao

Send her flowers, call her every night

We go makan, every fortnight

After some time ,we made our mind

To get married, and be man and wife

After nine months, out came my son

He’s so charming, like father like son

Then came one day, he turned eighteen

He came to me, and told me this

He ask his girl..

9:26 PM

[I just had my FOC-Freshmen Orientation Camp-SPSU. And wOooH. Its fun uh..]

Haha..Well first day, after we reached our campsite-Boy’s and Girl’s Brigade Campsite at Sembawang,

The committee was introduced.

Camp Chief, Cook, Pte Ltds (Wardens , Medics, Photographer),Gp – I don’t know what’s this but. Its like group personnel or sth.maybe Goreng Pisangs and yup that’s it.

And haha..

Cooks got this song.

If your hungry and u know it *clap your hands…

*Say Lajola, Pose like cooks... wakakaka

And emms uhh, cooks are horny(ESP the CHIEF COOK!) and also, they are crazy. They love to dance. And its like

They will drop a plate and dance and shout sth like.

ALAMA ASAPA, INI AHH, ANU LA.. AI, O, AI O.

And repeat this 2 times.hahaha!

AND HAHA..i love the cooks and also ,my grandpa.He is super funny

Haha

And

Well 1^st 2 days were like the GPs were fucking us..Well they were quite silly.theyll scold us and like haha..theyll get us to blow the clouds (well the clouds really moved).play scissors paper stone with the TREE!! Haha..

Its stupid.and like.haha.talk to the tissue la. As the ants la.haha..all the stupid things..

3^rd day,the GPs changed and uhmm they were nicer. They let us play the Pulling the rope thing..i cant rmb the name now.

Oohh yah..tug O war.

Haha..lols.

Urhh..the rest of the day.we had yeah!! GAMES WITH THE COOKS!!LOLS
stupid la

Got one station.the one with my grand dad and and his frn..

Haha

The acted like they were GPs. And like and haha..”wait wait..must check my SCRIPT’

Hahaha!!lol

The Station was like we need to do the chicken dance.haha to get our chicken ah..

Lols the chicken HALAL SIGN was there. But haha!

They say must do ritual.must pluck the leg hair..haha!! LOLS!!

Hahahahahahaha

hehe,,and the Cooks are horny ah..my family -FORSHA.needed to play this game..we must use human mechanics.we must turn ourselves into flat screen tv..and haha..we had 3 shows..one was gay porn show.and haha.another was cook show.and haha..geographic chnl showing gorilla and giraffe fucking..hahaha!!so stupid..then i was the baby..i came out(as the baby) as a ninja turtle.hahahahahaha!!

Then they mumble some things and wooh! HALAL!!

Haha

WTH!!

Lols

And hehe..

Fun uh..hehe that night we got uhms. We got haha camp fire.. lols!

And we couldn’t sleep that night.cos the GPs and sum ppl were gg arnd putting some Colgate and powder on our faces..haha

Lols

Its stupid ah..and like I reached hm the next day tired..

5:12 PM