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!MySelf!

name- akasha =)
current age - 16
institution- Taman Asuhan PPIS
- Cedar Pri
- Bendemeer Sec
- Serangoon Jc (JAE)
- Singapore Poly
- COurse-Aeronautical Engineering
affiliations-islam
-ncc.
-H.boys-hafiz.hidayat.me
building up my hopes and dreams 30 01 07..

l0veS chatting
l0veS daytona-ing
loveS dota-ing
l0veS drifting
l0veS my ps2
l0veS my family
l0veS all my friends
l0veS EAST
l0veS Blazers
l0veS Cheesebuns
l0veS computer
l0veS games
l0veS jokes.doesnt matter if its lame
l0veS Prisonbreak
l0veS Manchester United
l0veS the beautiful game
l0veS chilling out w frns
l0veS windy days
l0veS rainy days + umbrella
l0veS cooling weather
l0veS my schools-cedar&bendemeer&serangoon jc
l0veS shopping
l0veS to swim..

disl0veS noe-it-all ppl
disl0veS nosey ppl
disl0veS irritating behaviour
disl0veS hot sunny days
disl0veS hot humid days

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WISH

wants to be juliet's superman.
wants special powers
wants that new pair of jeans
wants that new pair of eyewear
wants the new xbox 360
wants a pot of gold
wants to make more friends.
wants to make overseas frns.
wants new sneakers
wants new clothes
wants to have 28 hrs a day
wants to perfect the moonwalk-
woo this is supercool!!
wants to turn back time....

+ ESCaPE to white?

hyt
my frnster
azura
fiza
hafiz gonzalez
sharina
elfie
sharifa
shafiq
mastura
feeq
antonio.farhan
airborne.farhan
ncc east forum
sork leng
thaddeus

BLACK HISTORY

February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007

Monday, March 26, 2007




whahaha!!..so many things happend and i didn post them..
well wat i rmb was that i went to watch stomp the yard with the most wacky ppl.haiqal zul and faeez.and wooh.that was super silly!!

and i also went to chill with slackers playing bowling and pool and the going out till 9 to get nurul's phone and also eat dinner(waited for more than 30 mins.)
well it was worth it. :)

and wahaha..camp was fking fun..!!
hehe.
im the s.w.a.t team + life saver's(understudy)
hahahaha!.lols,zul is s.w.a.t and farhan's the life saver..
xp!!

haha..im OIC for Viper COY.and wooh.quite simple..could have done better uhs..
smoof camp.
and yeah.. i walked more than 10 kms last 2 days.
and slpt less than 4 hrs during camp.and it was still fun..
=)
haha

aloT of things happend..like lols..stomp the yard-we were thinking of wearing our boots and short pants and doing some stomping at the jetty.!!haise..but didn happend cos too little ppl and we were tired..hhaa..***haiqal was thinking bout.-*PORKCHOPS*-thats a guy nick in stomp the yard..hahaha..

well 1st day was emms.haha.good uhh..
parade suk..well still we are now having 4 Master Sgts,3 Staff Sgt + Naji
and whoo..we now have yellow lanyards walking around..haha

well i should have gone for ADC.so ill be supernumery traind,but i didn..well.ill just have to learn frm those hu went..
and like after the parade,we had games.hahaha!!
MOUTHWATER--well its a game that require alot of mental strenght..
haha
well i zul haiqal ,passed messages to the cadets(having a mouthful of water)
haha
and like all the stupid dirty nonsense msgs ah!!they just kept laughing and the messages are changed.
haha,if ur smart ull highlite dis part..
haha
msgs that were passed were like
"i just had menses"-become - "my cock got musCLE"
haha
"i have 30 inch nipples"
haha
well,theres alot more..if u want to noe more ask me...like wth

haha
and beep was fun..i played..and hehe
i lost 2 kenny..haha
but no worries my team won..haha
and woohh..NIGHT WALK!!
whahaha..
lols..well there were 3 scary stations,shuld have taken pics man..haha
well 1st was Dnesh..he was realli frightening ah..he is skinny and he botak and lol,half naked..lolss!!
haha
and he came out very haha..ill take a pic and post it..haha
his pose was hahahah!!

and then came farhan and zuls stn!!
ahaha

zul wore like tudung uh..hahaa
and farhan onced Azan..well onli muslims would understand Azan..
haha
hoow!
and there were a few cadets hu cried ah!!
haha
lols
and i and Haiqal was at the last stn>>!!!
haha..its hard to explain
haha
i was half naked uh..
and so was haiqal..well
he threw my boot at a dustbin
and it would fall
ahahhaa!
and the cadets were alreadi scared..haha
and then came my turn,well they needed to pass my b4 getting chocolate at the end of the staff toilet beside bss music room..haha
lols
haha
so they were scared and didn want to enter.and some of them saw part of me.haha
and some MACAM PAHAM PPL
haha
said "hey i not scared la.come out laa..haha
like all haha the same all scared..haha
and hehe
i threw my shirt at the cadets and i shoouted boo!!
haha
and some fell down..woooO!O!O!O!
haha
thats best la!..and naji was inside after some time..hehe
i and him like ran towards the cadet in the alley and hahaha!! they were again scared..hahahahahah!!
=)
haha


and that nite we had turn out..like fire drill in the middle of the nite at 245am..ghaha..
well i slpt late that nite ,along with farhan and zul.we slpt like i think 45mins.and i slpt first..haha

the next day was funner!
haha in the morning i just slacked and help to boil the eggs.hhahaa..and hehe
tiring uhh.haha
and then later we reached east coast.and readi to head for marina south..well it was about 5.5 km and we took 2 hour 19 mins..haha
ok i counted the time..hahhaa!
fun uh..hehe

and hehe i still rmb swat,loch ness monster,haha all the silly things.
and well at night i reported *SIck*nono reported hungry haha
and the route march back was great..
it was raining and i wore the paQA jacket..haha
cool uhh..thunderstorm,we seek shelter and i got short naps so did the rest..haha
well its good uh..training..well my mindset's changing..cos now walking far is fun.and i dont care about getting sweat all over..hahaha
and i relli like that..woooh!!



and one thing is still in my mind..
whether to train for airborne course this year,or go for ICEP-(cadet exchange programme) USA.
and haa..im not so sure..
farhan's going airborne this year.and if i do make the selection test,ill be with him and maybe zul if he recovers frm his injuries.

as for icep,ill most likely be going,i think.and im gg to pass the form up today.
wahha.
both clashes.it is during june.and wahaha..today's decision will determine where ill be going during my june hols.
hmms..ill msg farhan since he isnt online..and uhh.




hopefully ill train well enuf for next year airborne..well i want to show u i got wings-thats if i get to go to the course..hehehehe!!

12:44 PM

Thursday, March 15, 2007



















*we strike aGain-

aha..YESTERDAY!!
was so fun!!
me-nurul-hyt-ali-mastura-hafiza-shahul.yeah--we went to east coast ah!!
haha..pain pain pain everywhere..ahhaa..cos we played at the beach+ bathe there.and woohoo..
fun ah..but mas wasnt allowed to go in to swim-so we played beach soccer..haha..not realli uh.the girls just kick the ball.on the beach...wahahhahaa!!
and we took lots of photos.haha...but still i need them to transfer the photos to me uhh..
haha

we also went riding the bike..!woohoo..now my ass hurts..
haha..

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wahaa..and shafiq came along at arnd 4 + and ali left..onli for a while ah..
cos we oonli ride the bike like the last fifteen mins..wooh..tired ah..xpxpxp
and we left.to drink at the hawker ctr,at marine parade..hehes..
=)





PICS ARE HERE!!


9:16 AM

Friday, March 9, 2007





emmss..today im relatively happy and tired..cos uhh my cadets were the welcome guards for MP..
and haha
farhan and zul did a power job..they gave the best show ever..and ill learn frm it..hehe
and was tired cos like i went home running to get my uniform..haise

if only u were there..

emms..and the bad things bout today.is that i found out 2 rifles were broken.and the singapore flag dropped..like wth..lucky for them im not incharge.if i was..haha..i think ill give him a warning..
haha..mcm fierce seh..haha..


10:08 PM









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hehe..
i met nurul azura mastura shah and shafiq!!
whahaha..we met up yest and we went shopping!!wahha!!
shop with girls-must bring a box of lollipop=)

cos rite..hehe.the guys must wait for the girls to choose wat they like..and its like so much clothes in one store and hehe..oklah..waiting is good..hehe
but realli,if ur the one waiting..ull wait till ur legs are cramp xp..hehe

and like we took alot of pics i think=)
so ill update them some other day when i get them=)..

and hehe..
fun uh..cos i miss them soo much..
and hehe,i love them so much.

haha..lagi2 si shafiq nye rambut sample xp!!

___________________[emms and this is on March 8-slackers inc in this section of my life]
PICS ARE HERE!!--













9:52 PM

Tuesday, March 6, 2007

*haha!!yehyeah!!*
i got my first choice!!wooh!.and its aeronautical engineering!!
at Singapore Poly!!..wooh! power la!!
yeah..and there's gonna be orientation!!
wah fk!im gonna rock SP uh!!
yeah..woohh!

9:55 AM

Monday, March 5, 2007

drowning in my thoughts last nite..

couldnt get to sleep
last night..wanted to go to slp early but couldnt.

well..i was thinking bout the job,and i think im gonna quit..
i have my reason(s)
well its onli one reasonable one.
and i made a mistake from the start.cos i didn realli plan this things.i guess im lucky cos its just a part time work and ill learn from it..also to settle and think thru this kinda things early and think again before commitment.
if i continued to go into this kinda fnb work..i guess ill fall into some other holes.and i dun want that to happen..
and i alreadi planned ahead now..
all i need 300 hundred for the basic needs.
and i alreadi will work hard to work with my cousin..pay isnt that much as now in the fnb work.
but its slack work.and ill get the money i work for,clean.as in religiously.
and thats why im gonna withdraw from banquet operations. cos of religious reasons i tot i could avoid..but it wasnt the case.
and i didnt want to fall down into those black holes there.

i hope ive made the right decision now.
and its gonna be okay.


and im realli sorry yat.if i dont go to that place..
i got my reasons.
and its definitely for the better..
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yst sucked,cos i was hoping i could meet and have lunch with calypso-my orientation grp(og)
and hhaiya..
i kept quiet all the way.
like i was having some kind of problem like that.
it wasnt likely of me uh.
maybe it just wasnt the right time.
and i didn have lunch cos,even after waiting..i left w/o enjoying with my OG.
cos i needa go training at the work place..
well my timing was just right.
and i reached the place at the right time.
and its been like dis uh..
ill calculate and estimate the time needed to go wat time wat place.and it has to be perfect.
and there must be luck
like transport
totally unpredictable at times.
i dont like it when u have to wait for the next bus when u just missed it like a few mins.
u have to at least wait another whole 10 or 15 mins or even more just to ride the next bus..
well that's for most of the buses that goes to my house..
and i dun realli like it.
whereas some bus services are like 147 are just like wooh.trains like that
most of the time it would come in like 5 mins.
if u wait like 7 mins.wooh! u can choose like 3 buses.all in a row..


and uhh!
today.
i played soccer...played a good game.scored a few goals.
but i was tired after like 35 40 mins.
but we all were tired.and the other played more than an hour..
..


and heck..ncc today..
its like funny lah.communication wasnt good..
haiqal asked me where am i.and he said the bus was leaving at 130 when it was 130 when he called me.
like wth..
haiya.so i took mrt there.and wasted more than 15 mins waiting time..

and at HQ,well i tot theyll take my photo.cos the one i gave them wasnt realli a nice one.
and it turned out okay.
luckily there's this ma'am.she helped me correct my mums name.
cos the sergeant was busy and he said it was ok.well to me it wasnt cos the print didn print my mums name in whole.
well..like wth.he said it was ok.
THANKYOU ma'am..she help me change a new clt pass..
and haha im great full for that..
haha





and hehe..if your reading this on the fri-9th..im gonna wear no1..not involved in the parade.just wearing it..xp

>>>maybe for you..<<<<

hehe...andemms yah..i do miss you..

8:04 PM

Sunday, March 4, 2007

ManUtd Wins by a late goal!

yst i was bored uh
..its like the whole match liverpool was attacking.and man u cant keep possession and like heck.the just couldnt get larson and rooney attacking..
but haha..man u got a free kick on the 90 min and O shea SCORED!!..woots.
haha..that was realli lucky =)

To all liverpool fans-dont be sad..its just a game =)
To all Man utd fans-wooh!

11:16 AM

Friday, March 2, 2007

woots..

so yesterday she told me she checked out my blog.and she told me it was nice.
and she also said it wasnt much about emotions much so today.ill right about today's emotion hopefully
and if u do read this ..emms, next fri,theres' a funfair i heard.and that afternoons gonna end with combine UG parade.but i aint participating in the parade.(there's an MP coming,and its gonna be great..)




im back frm training and reached home at 8 plus uh..so its was quite tiring,cos morning-i went to the gym with farhan.and met his sp frn

wahha..and it was kinda tiring..cos i havent been there quite some time.
so
yeah..my frn's frn was helpful uh..he and farhan helped me with the bar.and helped me balance it..whaha..
the rest of the time at the gym was great!cos i did lots of weight training.and ill sure to get cramps soon..



wahha.!training was usual..
and hahah!the best part

lols Dinesh!! pogewak..he irritated tiong boon like some ass like dat xp

first tiong boon greeted zul..and dinesh answered.tiong boon said not u la!
and dinesh looked at this np boy running and say "haH??yaya ! ok"
its like super dumb uh..
and i was laughing my ass of with rohaan and haiqal..
lols
then tiong boon got irritated.so he went down and got to the bench and talked to zul..then dinesh said about the NPs..haha
he said that the uniform like so old alreadi..busted alot of freaking things frm his mouth.then tiong boon said at least not like the NCC uniform..
he said it was too bagging.and so leceh need to use gutters and fold the pants inwards.
haha
then dinesh jacked him back!busted sak..he said at least when we bang our pants dont go so high!
haha
lol
so tiong boon went to chase dinesh.but lols..nvr manage to catch him..lols
then tiong boon went away
wah heck

dinesh go call him
hey hey...wat karur(colour-saying as if his tongue is too short)..Or**** (orange karur)cos tiong boon was wearing this bright orange colour shirt.
haha..and started to jack him again..wah/then it didn end there!


we went out..saw 3 ramlee burger stalls at a pasar mlm..lols.
rohaan said.didn u see that man using the tongs?
the dinesh said wah?? where got man sell burger wearing thongs??

haha

so we went to adam and ate there with faeez..hha
busted seh dinesh-xp

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famous last words-mCr!
whoo!
haha
part of it has some meaning in my life
wahaha!
besides today..nth much to say..
maybe ill learn the chords quickly so i can get a tune quick and write another song..
and maybe itll be bout her..

and ill express my feelings there.

just like the other band songs H.Boys have.

9:23 PM

Thursday, March 1, 2007

[the cranberries-linger]
If you, if you could return
Dont let it burn, dont let it fade
Im sure Im not being rude
But its just your attitude
Its tearing me apart
Its ruining everything
And I swore, I swore I would be true
And honey so did you
So why were you holding her hand
Is that the way we stand
Were you lying all the time
Was it just a game to you

But Im in so deep
You know Im such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

Oh, I thought the world of you
I thought nothing could go wrong
But I was wrong
I was wrong
If you, if you could get by
Trying not to lie
Things wouldnt be so confused
And I wouldnt feel so used
But you always really knew
I just wanna be with you

And Im in so deep
You know Im such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to. do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

And Im in so deep
You know Im such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

You know Im such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

10:09 PM


[lifehouse-you and me]
What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive



so tomorrow theres training..and past few days were a mess like that..
on sunday , i went johor if i wasnt wrong..
and i bought the prison break season 1 cd..
but haha xp..i need to go change them..
err..they talked like sheep.and emms,haha.it cant be played on normal dvd player..not sure why..

and monday,it was good uh..got new games to play.and ok.quite fun..
and my brother bought his zen.30gb..
yeah..clear screen!better than my room tv!



and tues..it was super sian day...kept playing game.the whole day.
and uhh..boring uh..the com keep hanging..it was like wth day.
wooh!
wth day..com hang=when u are scanning the com.and also when my brother seek my help to transfer the songs to the zen


and wed..uhh..wanted to go interview...but didn bring IC..xp..so me and hyt went to uhh tp.eat there..



and thursday ! today.! i went to interview and i got the job..*and i went to cut hair*so sunday.there is training.
and uhmss
its gonna fun ...i think..
and if i work.itll be 3 days.mon tues and wed(maybe can OT)
so thurs can rest.
and fri..whoots!itll be ncc time..destressing time=)

hehe..and sat..itll be tuition time..and i think ill change the payment to uhh..everytime i see them i get paid..or maybe 2 lessons..
cos like wahah!
my cousin..always cant.
and haiqal better uh..
he wants to learn
so its good
...




and recently..
ive been listening to lifehouse...and clay aiken-he sing power uh!and i like the songs that he cover.i mean.he sings other ppls songs.
there's this stupid joke.(ask me if u want to hear it.)

wahah...

9:34 PM