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!MySelf!

name- akasha =)
current age - 16
institution- Taman Asuhan PPIS
- Cedar Pri
- Bendemeer Sec
- Serangoon Jc (JAE)
- Singapore Poly
- COurse-Aeronautical Engineering
affiliations-islam
-ncc.
-H.boys-hafiz.hidayat.me
building up my hopes and dreams 30 01 07..

l0veS chatting
l0veS daytona-ing
loveS dota-ing
l0veS drifting
l0veS my ps2
l0veS my family
l0veS all my friends
l0veS EAST
l0veS Blazers
l0veS Cheesebuns
l0veS computer
l0veS games
l0veS jokes.doesnt matter if its lame
l0veS Prisonbreak
l0veS Manchester United
l0veS the beautiful game
l0veS chilling out w frns
l0veS windy days
l0veS rainy days + umbrella
l0veS cooling weather
l0veS my schools-cedar&bendemeer&serangoon jc
l0veS shopping
l0veS to swim..

disl0veS noe-it-all ppl
disl0veS nosey ppl
disl0veS irritating behaviour
disl0veS hot sunny days
disl0veS hot humid days

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WISH

wants to be juliet's superman.
wants special powers
wants that new pair of jeans
wants that new pair of eyewear
wants the new xbox 360
wants a pot of gold
wants to make more friends.
wants to make overseas frns.
wants new sneakers
wants new clothes
wants to have 28 hrs a day
wants to perfect the moonwalk-
woo this is supercool!!
wants to turn back time....

+ ESCaPE to white?

hyt
my frnster
azura
fiza
hafiz gonzalez
sharina
elfie
sharifa
shafiq
mastura
feeq
antonio.farhan
airborne.farhan
ncc east forum
sork leng
thaddeus

BLACK HISTORY

February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007

Monday, September 10, 2007

2 things to talk about.
LTC- leaders of tommorow camp
and
hehe
..
ok LTC>
1st time i went on a cruise.GEREKS!!
haha.very nice man.meet very nice ppl.
farhan frm MLS, Chrystnn frm wakeboard,Wan , Shi Ni, Tim, Jun Wei. Boon peng=)
joseph. and also nas sue and farhan yg giler xp.haha
okok
cruise is very nice.cooling.i just wished i had a camera
to take all the photos.sailing off. the sunrise.
the view.well i have some photos anw.
and emm
yup the cabin is super shiok la.
nvm small.its comfy.ok next day. went to redang resort.and did snorkelling. hehe. wah shiok AH.i swam with a lot of fish.and i saw nemo fish.and hehe Thx BP. u rock.
ok emm anything else? well we had this talentime. REDANG got talent.hehe
WAIKIKI WON.wahh!!good man.well thks alot tim. ur dance scores with all those stickman drawing helps.hehe.i love my tribe ah.esp the 2 an's and nas. and all the rest.well i am crazy. so are they.hehehe.
i just lovit.memories of us will last.=0
next day. we had amazing race, rafting chilling out in the blue sea and also sand castle man!
wooh. turtles are cute.hehehe. damns shiok!. i just wish i have the photos to update but not now.hehe.. well
last day. was all the long bus and boat trip.hehe.i watched 300 very nice movie and also just follow law.hehe jack neo movie.well BOTH In the bus.hmm.
well there's more to wat i said that happend. i really wish to all those leaders the best.and those frm waikiki the better best.haha. u just rock my world. 5-8 sept. LTC. i love it.


ok one more thing.well im just having luck today.hehe
i went to sch.well there's ice camp. and they had briefing and ice breaking.good2 i just wish i can cope with puase.and skip all that. i met her.and nothing can be better.hehe. fortunately we missed the bus stop. but the bus turned one round.hehe. and i talked to her longer luh.now i noe more abt her.=) greece or egypt.thats where she'll like to go.=)
hehe.wish u all the best for ur prelims =) and also ur O' levels ok!
hope 2 see u very soon. hopefully sooner than i think.=)


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bila nanti kau sendiri sendiri
jangan ingat ingat aku lagi

7:09 PM

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

woooh. tmr last exam. im not prepared.like damn electronics but emm not to worry. im gonna study today.soon. i just returned home.and i did skipping.well i just feel tired studying.my head overloading alreadi.and wahhaha. feel better now. and wakkaka.i saw her just now. i decided not to take the bus hm. and walked. well walk very fast cos i haha go back correct timing uh.so i walked fast.maybe she would just nice reach the lift lobby same time as me.well wth . i saw her bus. and aiyo.thats when i walked faster.but i not sure if she took that bus.and haha. i reached the lobby first.well she wasnt realli there yet but haiya. if i slowed down abit better kan.haha.after all. i did see her. =).. now back to study. tmr last. =) till we meet again!!5 om**


akon- blame it one me.
As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for

I’m sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there for my son
I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

[Bridge]
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

[Chorus]
You can put the blame on me [4x]
Said you can put the blame on me [3x]
You can put the blame on me

Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn’t agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your son was once a thief
I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry your life turned out this way
I’m sorry that the FEDS came and took me away

[Bridge]

I’m sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I’m just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame
Even though the blame’s on you [3x]
I’ll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me [2x]
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

5:22 PM

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

good time to blog.14 Aug.today 10 pm...my exams are coming rite up..its this fri..its thermo and im scared to hell.ok not very hell.but scared.im gonna stay home tmr to study my thermo i think im gonna wake up earli tmr.i planed to study today.but i went to my grandmother's place. i wasnt realli study.i did onli one qn. and ok la study abit onli.and i bought sharpeners and pencil.it costs me 2.30 for the whole pack with sharpener.haha.ok so my mech pencil is lost.(season 3- i just love saying season 3 after someone says lost)..im going to study tmr.i need to study tmr.today didn study at my grandmother's place and wat the hell.go home, i watched transformers.started at 7+.ended at 9+.wahhh.good movie.haha.and i cant wait till exams are over.i got the simpsons movie alreadi . but im gona watch it at the theatres. (its planned for a mth alreadi haha)..and hmm.one more thing. i saw ___ again..hehe. at the lift lobby.im with my mum and. i saw her dad first(not too clearly) and i saw her adik. and hehe.i saw =) =) at the back.hehe.when the door open.i just looked and smiled at her la.(luckily i cut my hair alreadi.else its like too messy) haha.and hmm im not sure if she smiled at me first anot.but she smiled back and it was a good and long few seconds.hha.and hmm luckily for my quick thinking.i greeted her dad.haha.ok and after that i kept smiling at her.and hehe. her adik was like.... greeting me but i didn notice.hehe =) (= (cos i was smiling at her again). hehe and emm i realised her adik.so i just salam him.hehe. i then entered the lift.then hmm ( happy cos i was thinking i might see her at the bus stop or on the way home = when im in the car that is)..but thankfully i saw her at the lift lobby.hehe.and my mum commented on her =) ( = ..( good comments) ok thats much all to my day today..hehehe.yay today.good luck for thermo!

9:55 PM

Monday, August 6, 2007

ok.what happened during 26 July 2007!! woohooo.ok i noe im late.but well better late then nvr.
its my bday!haha not today but 26 july.ok. i got wishes in the morning from my frns!wooh.good time to start my day.well hehe.i still have presents that haben been passed to me yet.cos i havent go out with nurul and fiza and they all.hhaa. i want to go out w them but im like so busy nowadays i got exams now.ok back to what i did on 26 july.haha. i went out with my family! my dad isnt here.however he called!=). ok go out with family i thought we go out and eat but. in the end my ma said let shop instead of eat.so i was thinking good idea! well i shopped and i really got wat i wanted.haha emm i think i bought 2 t's and 1 shirt. my mum bought a bag, my younger brother got some t's and my brother well he bought socks.haha..cute.and emm a lot happend.well i think i should bring a video cam and record wat i did in the changing rm.haha(nothing obscene) well i like to dance inside the changing rm. i donno why but its like haha silly.

and hmm we went to BK to eat.well im ok with anything.And hmm that day was great =)
very nice!


ok and so,this is wat happend last 2 days. iwent shopping again
well i realli got a gd buy. 40$ for a pair of jeans that i realli was looking for.its suppose to be emm 80 or 90$
im not that sure.but hmm. its realli nice.i just have to alter it some day.
and yeah i bought a pair of black pants. well its a gd buy too. i was going to G2000 to buy but theres this sale.and wth buy lor.i use the pants i think 2 mths once. and yeah.save money for other stuffs.and hmm wat else did i buy. emm ok socks. dey look very comfy and hmm i think im gonna try them soon.
and emm ok sunday. i went to the macpherson road warehse sale.hmm i bought 2 bags. and it costs 70 + hmm i also bought shoes for my younger brother. well not actually.. i just paid my mom back.haha.well my brother's not coming back for 2 wks. and i think my family and i will miss him.well not to worry it will pass quickly. hmm. any more things? well alot more.

FRI - IDEAS. ideas- wth . i hate ________( i dunno his name) but he is so rude.well he just didnt care. ok i noe im not perfect. i repeat some stuffs but u didn have to skip me and tony. like bitch you. u didn have to do that 2 all the grps also. walau. put ur self in our shoes and think how ull feel if u meet some one like that you ______ ( i dunno ur name, but i rmb ur face) .. muahha.evil laugh.maybe some day ull get punishment like that. evil you.muahhaha. not gonna talk abt this any more la.i just dont think its a period of time(fri) i want to rmb.

Anything else??2 more man utd and CAD test today.

Ok man utd won! woo. i just want to watch the next match( i think against reading.well its gonna new faces.and i realli want to see tevez in man utd. the match was good. and i was doing autocad last nite.

next CAD. i prep for 2 or more days.well now i can delete the sch auto cad . gt some kinda virus i think . and i think its taking too much space
well i can install some other day in sch.and so in the test itself.i realli started very slow.but i manage to do to my satisfaction.well i dont think the cutting plane was good. its very confusing for me la. damn that paper.ahh!! i just hope everything goes well. and i wanna get an A for CAD. hopefully.
Signing off. - hope to see her soon =) haha.

10:40 PM

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

ok so i almost forgot tmr's my bday..hahaha.now my eyes are like damp.i not sure why.maybe cos i was thinking of my dad.i miss my dad luh.he's been away for so long.and he is far away and alone there.haise.and just thinking of him makes me miss him.i wish he can fly back tonight and wish me happy birthday tmr.=) hehe.but not to worry my mum is here tmr and were gonna go out and makan!hehe.hmm if i was given a chance,i want to stay sixteen.17's like old to me.whaha. and yst nite i tot of how i went thru O's cos my exams are nearing.its like 2 wks away.and wow.its fast and ive been thinking that i can do better.cos i rmb i studied like hell for o's and now its abit different cos its now poly life.hmm.i want to do well in the exams(WELL EVERY ONE DOES.) xp.haha.hmm targets are,to get at least one A or maybe 2.OC- i must get a B.thermo an A.electronics- B. mech-A.Acad- A/B(i needa work hard like the last time).ideas-i have no idea(whahah) hopefully a B grade.i think thats all. so its 3 A's and 3 B's.and coming up is HU bazaar.well i need to tell myself to relax.and come down and not waste time.cos its gonna be packed.i hope HU will be a success this year..ive been reading the meeting minutes and its like wow. first meeting shuldn be a prob.its rules,jobscope,delegation.well thats wat i think and i asked xinjie she says its easy.=)lucks for HU and lucks for my studies.next topic. cx300.well junxian just bought his yst.but the bass was way more awesome then mine.i think i need to find the earbuds quick.i want to try the smaller one.maybe its better.24 th july was nurul's bday. it was great meeting all the peeps again.they are just so silly.hehe.and maybe we will go out sat??or sth like dat.to celebrate my bday.Akasha-watch out.cos they are gonna bring powder all those stuff.haiya.traditions.hehe.too bad we cant get any on nurul yst.she made excuses.haha.and today is akhilesh and sorkie's bday.25th.hehe.too bad i didn wish akhi just now.i looked for him at koufu but just couldnt find him.and frnster acc.new wacky ppl.mentally disordered.frm souljams.well its just crazy stressed up ppl. just showing the world how we release tension and stress.haa.ill talk more sm other time abt that.wah.batt gonna be flat soon.haha.gtg soon.and one more thing.i saw her again!today morning.i told myself she must have gone to sch at 7 likedat.but when i go down.i saw her.omg!i wanted to tap her shoulder.but hmm think twice.she's late and i don want to miss the bus lah.(lame thots)anw she took 155 today.i saw her.im not sure why but its most likely cos she is late.hehe.the next time i meet her.ill tell her that.haha.

10:34 PM

Saturday, July 21, 2007

hahaha.today was packed!whaha.ok naji nesh n syuk all tak boleh harap.(meaning-cant trust them) haha.because naji said 9 oclock meet at TP gym. i went earli and haha.i reached there abt 840 and started my workout.whaha.wait and wait. i said to myself."he is not coming i think,i ll do it fast and go back home"..so i continued and at the same time looked at the enterance if naji was there.haha.at that point of time i said"well i think i should start to pack up in 5mins.well it was alreadi 945.and i wanted to go get my stuffs.but there they are.haha.late by 45 mins and they said."9 oclock means 930"haha.so they have that habit of coming later.whaha.so i waited for them till 11+ and left.This all happend in the morning!

Afternoon: i had my lunch @ seoul garden!!whahaha.i think i must have gained alot cos i kept eating icecream and all those food there.whaha.all the manjans sat one one row(occupy 3 tables) and nattans and k-ings occupied the other row(another 3 tables) haha.and bhai kept saying racist this and that.hahaha.after that we went to take some photos.well i dun have them now.but we pose like freaky people!haha.

and hehe i went to see the Fireworks at Night at emm city hall there.haha..the fireworks wasnt that nice like last year but its just the preview.maybe theyll have more on the actual day.i dunno.perhaps.(boleh boleh) last years was great! i went with my best and good frns.hehe.and wow.the walk back was super far.AND I would like to congratulate Myself to be the best soldier in the arcade game(i dunno the name) just now.haha.it was fun!!hehe.me zul and haiqal.playing co-op.and yeah its fun.haha.hmm.maybe next wk ill go out w them again to watch simpsons movie!!woo!!

11:42 PM

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

wakkaka.that was tiring.whaha.tmr i have to prepare my passport.i need to buy a new one and whaha.tmr must go! all because i have to go for LTC camp 5-8 September and hahaha. its gonna be great sth like diving.whaha.cool rite!pogewak. haha
and its gonna be great.and wow. i met her just now.she's like the girl next door, but she lives 2 doors down.whaha. and now i noe wat time she goes hm.cos like the last time i was wahaha(pathetic) i waited for bus no 40 whaha.now i now what time she goes hm everyday.whakaka.its like arnd ___pm and now i ll wait for __ at __time.whahakaka. =) =) she made my day =)
whaha.

2 doors down.

9:05 PM