juliet's not here.

2007-09-10T19:09:00.000+08:00

2 things to talk about.
LTC- leaders of tommorow camp
and
hehe
..
ok LTC>
1st time i went on a cruise.GEREKS!!
haha.very nice man.meet very nice ppl.
farhan frm MLS, Chrystnn frm wakeboard,Wan , Shi Ni, Tim, Jun Wei. Boon peng=)
joseph. and also nas sue and farhan yg giler xp.haha
okok
cruise is very nice.cooling.i just wished i had a camera
to take all the photos.sailing off. the sunrise.
the view.well i have some photos anw.
and emm
yup the cabin is super shiok la.
nvm small.its comfy.ok next day. went to redang resort.and did snorkelling. hehe. wah shiok AH.i swam with a lot of fish.and i saw nemo fish.and hehe Thx BP. u rock.
ok emm anything else? well we had this talentime. REDANG got talent.hehe
WAIKIKI WON.wahh!!good man.well thks alot tim. ur dance scores with all those stickman drawing helps.hehe.i love my tribe ah.esp the 2 an's and nas. and all the rest.well i am crazy. so are they.hehehe.
i just lovit.memories of us will last.=0
next day. we had amazing race, rafting chilling out in the blue sea and also sand castle man!
wooh. turtles are cute.hehehe. damns shiok!. i just wish i have the photos to update but not now.hehe.. well
last day. was all the long bus and boat trip.hehe.i watched 300 very nice movie and also just follow law.hehe jack neo movie.well BOTH In the bus.hmm.
well there's more to wat i said that happend. i really wish to all those leaders the best.and those frm waikiki the better best.haha. u just rock my world. 5-8 sept. LTC. i love it.

ok one more thing.well im just having luck today.hehe
i went to sch.well there's ice camp. and they had briefing and ice breaking.good2 i just wish i can cope with puase.and skip all that. i met her.and nothing can be better.hehe. fortunately we missed the bus stop. but the bus turned one round.hehe. and i talked to her longer luh.now i noe more abt her.=) greece or egypt.thats where she'll like to go.=)
hehe.wish u all the best for ur prelims =) and also ur O' levels ok!
hope 2 see u very soon. hopefully sooner than i think.=)

Gita Gutawa lyrics. bukan permainanBukan Permainanbila nanti aku pergi
jangan lagi panggil ku kembali
bila nanti aku pergi
takkan ada crita kita lagi

kita pisah balik lagi pisah lagi
apa kau mengerti bahwa ini
bukanlah bukan permainan

kau tak bisa buatku menangis lagi
kau tak bisa buatku bersedih lagi
tanpa aku kau akan baik saja
tanpa kamu ku akan baik saja
kau tak bisa buatku menangis lagi

bila nanti kau sendiri sendiri
jangan ingat ingat aku lagi

2007-08-22T17:22:00.000+08:00

woooh. tmr last exam. im not prepared.like damn electronics but emm not to worry. im gonna study today.soon. i just returned home.and i did skipping.well i just feel tired studying.my head overloading alreadi.and wahhaha. feel better now. and wakkaka.i saw her just now. i decided not to take the bus hm. and walked. well walk very fast cos i haha go back correct timing uh.so i walked fast.maybe she would just nice reach the lift lobby same time as me.well wth . i saw her bus. and aiyo.thats when i walked faster.but i not sure if she took that bus.and haha. i reached the lobby first.well she wasnt realli there yet but haiya. if i slowed down abit better kan.haha.after all. i did see her. =).. now back to study. tmr last. =) till we meet again!!5 om**

akon- blame it one me.
As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for

I’m sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there for my son
I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

[Bridge]
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

[Chorus]
You can put the blame on me [4x]
Said you can put the blame on me [3x]
You can put the blame on me

Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn’t agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your son was once a thief
I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry your life turned out this way
I’m sorry that the FEDS came and took me away

[Bridge]

I’m sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I’m just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame
Even though the blame’s on you [3x]
I’ll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me [2x]
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

2007-08-14T21:55:00.000+08:00

good time to blog.14 Aug.today 10 pm...my exams are coming rite up..its this fri..its thermo and im scared to hell.ok not very hell.but scared.im gonna stay home tmr to study my thermo i think im gonna wake up earli tmr.i planed to study today.but i went to my grandmother's place. i wasnt realli study.i did onli one qn. and ok la study abit onli.and i bought sharpeners and pencil.it costs me 2.30 for the whole pack with sharpener.haha.ok so my mech pencil is lost.(season 3- i just love saying season 3 after someone says lost)..im going to study tmr.i need to study tmr.today didn study at my grandmother's place and wat the hell.go home, i watched transformers.started at 7+.ended at 9+.wahhh.good movie.haha.and i cant wait till exams are over.i got the simpsons movie alreadi . but im gona watch it at the theatres. (its planned for a mth alreadi haha)..and hmm.one more thing. i saw ___ again..hehe. at the lift lobby.im with my mum and. i saw her dad first(not too clearly) and i saw her adik. and hehe.i saw =) =) at the back.hehe.when the door open.i just looked and smiled at her la.(luckily i cut my hair alreadi.else its like too messy) haha.and hmm im not sure if she smiled at me first anot.but she smiled back and it was a good and long few seconds.hha.and hmm luckily for my quick thinking.i greeted her dad.haha.ok and after that i kept smiling at her.and hehe. her adik was like.... greeting me but i didn notice.hehe =) (= (cos i was smiling at her again). hehe and emm i realised her adik.so i just salam him.hehe. i then entered the lift.then hmm ( happy cos i was thinking i might see her at the bus stop or on the way home = when im in the car that is)..but thankfully i saw her at the lift lobby.hehe.and my mum commented on her =) ( = ..( good comments) ok thats much all to my day today..hehehe.yay today.good luck for thermo!

2007-08-06T22:40:00.000+08:00

ok.what happened during 26 July 2007!! woohooo.ok i noe im late.but well better late then nvr.
its my bday!haha not today but 26 july.ok. i got wishes in the morning from my frns!wooh.good time to start my day.well hehe.i still have presents that haben been passed to me yet.cos i havent go out with nurul and fiza and they all.hhaa. i want to go out w them but im like so busy nowadays i got exams now.ok back to what i did on 26 july.haha. i went out with my family! my dad isnt here.however he called!=). ok go out with family i thought we go out and eat but. in the end my ma said let shop instead of eat.so i was thinking good idea! well i shopped and i really got wat i wanted.haha emm i think i bought 2 t's and 1 shirt. my mum bought a bag, my younger brother got some t's and my brother well he bought socks.haha..cute.and emm a lot happend.well i think i should bring a video cam and record wat i did in the changing rm.haha(nothing obscene) well i like to dance inside the changing rm. i donno why but its like haha silly.

and hmm we went to BK to eat.well im ok with anything.And hmm that day was great =)
very nice!

ok and so,this is wat happend last 2 days. iwent shopping again
well i realli got a gd buy. 40$ for a pair of jeans that i realli was looking for.its suppose to be emm 80 or 90$
im not that sure.but hmm. its realli nice.i just have to alter it some day.
and yeah i bought a pair of black pants. well its a gd buy too. i was going to G2000 to buy but theres this sale.and wth buy lor.i use the pants i think 2 mths once. and yeah.save money for other stuffs.and hmm wat else did i buy. emm ok socks. dey look very comfy and hmm i think im gonna try them soon.
and emm ok sunday. i went to the macpherson road warehse sale.hmm i bought 2 bags. and it costs 70 + hmm i also bought shoes for my younger brother. well not actually.. i just paid my mom back.haha.well my brother's not coming back for 2 wks. and i think my family and i will miss him.well not to worry it will pass quickly. hmm. any more things? well alot more.

FRI - IDEAS. ideas- wth . i hate ________( i dunno his name) but he is so rude.well he just didnt care. ok i noe im not perfect. i repeat some stuffs but u didn have to skip me and tony. like bitch you. u didn have to do that 2 all the grps also. walau. put ur self in our shoes and think how ull feel if u meet some one like that you ______ ( i dunno ur name, but i rmb ur face) .. muahha.evil laugh.maybe some day ull get punishment like that. evil you.muahhaha. not gonna talk abt this any more la.i just dont think its a period of time(fri) i want to rmb.

Anything else??2 more man utd and CAD test today.

Ok man utd won! woo. i just want to watch the next match( i think against reading.well its gonna new faces.and i realli want to see tevez in man utd. the match was good. and i was doing autocad last nite.

next CAD. i prep for 2 or more days.well now i can delete the sch auto cad . gt some kinda virus i think . and i think its taking too much space
well i can install some other day in sch.and so in the test itself.i realli started very slow.but i manage to do to my satisfaction.well i dont think the cutting plane was good. its very confusing for me la. damn that paper.ahh!! i just hope everything goes well. and i wanna get an A for CAD. hopefully.
Signing off. - hope to see her soon =) haha.

2007-07-25T22:34:00.000+08:00

ok so i almost forgot tmr's my bday..hahaha.now my eyes are like damp.i not sure why.maybe cos i was thinking of my dad.i miss my dad luh.he's been away for so long.and he is far away and alone there.haise.and just thinking of him makes me miss him.i wish he can fly back tonight and wish me happy birthday tmr.=) hehe.but not to worry my mum is here tmr and were gonna go out and makan!hehe.hmm if i was given a chance,i want to stay sixteen.17's like old to me.whaha. and yst nite i tot of how i went thru O's cos my exams are nearing.its like 2 wks away.and wow.its fast and ive been thinking that i can do better.cos i rmb i studied like hell for o's and now its abit different cos its now poly life.hmm.i want to do well in the exams(WELL EVERY ONE DOES.) xp.haha.hmm targets are,to get at least one A or maybe 2.OC- i must get a B.thermo an A.electronics- B. mech-A.Acad- A/B(i needa work hard like the last time).ideas-i have no idea(whahah) hopefully a B grade.i think thats all. so its 3 A's and 3 B's.and coming up is HU bazaar.well i need to tell myself to relax.and come down and not waste time.cos its gonna be packed.i hope HU will be a success this year..ive been reading the meeting minutes and its like wow. first meeting shuldn be a prob.its rules,jobscope,delegation.well thats wat i think and i asked xinjie she says its easy.=)lucks for HU and lucks for my studies.next topic. cx300.well junxian just bought his yst.but the bass was way more awesome then mine.i think i need to find the earbuds quick.i want to try the smaller one.maybe its better.24 th july was nurul's bday. it was great meeting all the peeps again.they are just so silly.hehe.and maybe we will go out sat??or sth like dat.to celebrate my bday.Akasha-watch out.cos they are gonna bring powder all those stuff.haiya.traditions.hehe.too bad we cant get any on nurul yst.she made excuses.haha.and today is akhilesh and sorkie's bday.25th.hehe.too bad i didn wish akhi just now.i looked for him at koufu but just couldnt find him.and frnster acc.new wacky ppl.mentally disordered.frm souljams.well its just crazy stressed up ppl. just showing the world how we release tension and stress.haa.ill talk more sm other time abt that.wah.batt gonna be flat soon.haha.gtg soon.and one more thing.i saw her again!today morning.i told myself she must have gone to sch at 7 likedat.but when i go down.i saw her.omg!i wanted to tap her shoulder.but hmm think twice.she's late and i don want to miss the bus lah.(lame thots)anw she took 155 today.i saw her.im not sure why but its most likely cos she is late.hehe.the next time i meet her.ill tell her that.haha.

2007-07-21T23:42:00.000+08:00

hahaha.today was packed!whaha.ok naji nesh n syuk all tak boleh harap.(meaning-cant trust them) haha.because naji said 9 oclock meet at TP gym. i went earli and haha.i reached there abt 840 and started my workout.whaha.wait and wait. i said to myself."he is not coming i think,i ll do it fast and go back home"..so i continued and at the same time looked at the enterance if naji was there.haha.at that point of time i said"well i think i should start to pack up in 5mins.well it was alreadi 945.and i wanted to go get my stuffs.but there they are.haha.late by 45 mins and they said."9 oclock means 930"haha.so they have that habit of coming later.whaha.so i waited for them till 11+ and left.This all happend in the morning!

Afternoon: i had my lunch @ seoul garden!!whahaha.i think i must have gained alot cos i kept eating icecream and all those food there.whaha.all the manjans sat one one row(occupy 3 tables) and nattans and k-ings occupied the other row(another 3 tables) haha.and bhai kept saying racist this and that.hahaha.after that we went to take some photos.well i dun have them now.but we pose like freaky people!haha.

and hehe i went to see the Fireworks at Night at emm city hall there.haha..the fireworks wasnt that nice like last year but its just the preview.maybe theyll have more on the actual day.i dunno.perhaps.(boleh boleh) last years was great! i went with my best and good frns.hehe.and wow.the walk back was super far.AND I would like to congratulate Myself to be the best soldier in the arcade game(i dunno the name) just now.haha.it was fun!!hehe.me zul and haiqal.playing co-op.and yeah its fun.haha.hmm.maybe next wk ill go out w them again to watch simpsons movie!!woo!!

2007-07-17T21:05:00.000+08:00

wakkaka.that was tiring.whaha.tmr i have to prepare my passport.i need to buy a new one and whaha.tmr must go! all because i have to go for LTC camp 5-8 September and hahaha. its gonna be great sth like diving.whaha.cool rite!pogewak. haha
and its gonna be great.and wow. i met her just now.she's like the girl next door, but she lives 2 doors down.whaha. and now i noe wat time she goes hm.cos like the last time i was wahaha(pathetic) i waited for bus no 40 whaha.now i now what time she goes hm everyday.whakaka.its like arnd ___pm and now i ll wait for __ at __time.whahakaka. =) =) she made my day =)
whaha.

2 doors down.

2007-07-17T18:33:00.000+08:00

haha.today was great!whaha.i met her again.hehe.and now im gona jog.if i rmb ill blog abt it ltr.whahaha.

2007-07-12T10:04:00.001+08:00

whhaha..
I DID some thing NEW Yesterday!wooohoo.i played tennis! its my first time and whahakaka.its a game that u requires not much power.but u need to have good reflexes.WHAHA.. yst ended early its like 8-11am sch.i wish every wk is like this.and me mateen junxian carvin and fatin played tennis.haha.1st we borrowed the tennis racket from MM club.haha.the rackets just suck la.its like dunno super old already.but its still ok since i had lots of fun.haha.i love serving, not food but the ball luh.haha.its really very hard and haha i tend to focus on the ball but not on the spot i am aiming at.ahahha.its like super silly.whaha.thats all fun.and hahaa.just that next time i have to keep the ball going and have the momentum.haha.

and whaha.i finally got my sennheiser!! in ear phone CX300 ithink! which costs $18.90.haha.its great!!and i used it for i think since tuesday!!hahaha..
one more thing i learnt!!haha. how to assemble a PC!haha..it looks easy whaha.motherboard.then proccessor then this la.that la.all at ehow.com whaha.its a good websiTE!!

and ok blogging is going to end soon.well.now im gonna be bored again till i go to sch.=(

2007-07-05T22:11:00.000+08:00

wooh. ok so i ran earlier.well around circuit road 2 times.and its quite a long route.but i feel less tired then running 2.4. i think cos im running a different route and its at night.and yeah. i did sth new today.i ran with 2 singlets and a jacket.well it helps me to perspire more and make me tone.wel i dunt noe how to spell that.but i feel better.and like too bad my legs in pain.or else i could hv ran with farhan and zul to toa payoh. well thats gonna be tough.but i still want to go and run.maybe on sunday.wooh. and yup-its gonna be POP tmr. Well,its not my POP but its the sec 4's POP.good good.farhan me and zul-haha-we talked abt what to wear tmr ,after we jogged.and haha. we talked abt shoes, to slippers and the qns nvr end.haha. zul did very well taking charge of the organising of the sec 4s and preparing them(applause).cos farhan wasnt free the 1st 2 training.hhaa
and well.i helped zul to take charge of the colours party.and hmm,i learned a new command. tegak panji panji.haha and turun panji panji..YEAH.and im back to command and control.well its not a game.but im getting used to shouting after a very long break.haha.hope that tmr will be a good day for them!.

till next time.OFF TO watch PRISON BREAK!

2007-06-21T00:24:00.000+08:00

okok.so its been so long since i blogged.but it actualli passed by quite quickly.well now im having my 2 wk study break.and its now the second week alreadi.yeah its too fast.Poly life is too fast.Cant i stop it,and start to take notice about the things that are happening around me.well no.cos i got sch stuff to do,and cca too, and my own personal time.
Well i Have THERMOfluids to study,Electronics to study.well i studied onli chp 1 since wk 1 of study wk.And i have to prepare a speech.and i need to recap on my Grp Presentation.
hmm. i will pick up my pace tmr hopefully.unlikely. and yah FRI
and weekends
TMR theres lifesavers and at 1030 theres Union J-exco meeting.and yah.Boring la study wk.
haha.
anything that happened in the last few wks or the last time i blogged-
hmm-gym.haha.me and zul..haha.we make jokes.faces and wat not in the gym.haha!!ok this is wat happened.
the bench we usually take is the foldable bench.so 3 ppl are using the bench.Farhan Hutch. Zul,Me and also Faeez(smtimes)..hehe
and we take weights.ok farhan uses one
i use one.
and zul use one.and that makes three pairs.sometime we take one extra one for Super SETs.haha
so that makes 4 PAIRS.and we make the joke that there's this penunggu there.haha using the weights.haha

another thing!! SWAT..haha.Farhan zul and me keep saying we r swat to faeez everytime he is arnd.and haha ever since the movie came out on CH 5..haha.any single thing we did.we would say we r trained.by S.W.A.T.haha.
and yeah
one more thing.i got confirmation im the co chairman of HU Bazaar of SP.well its tough..first assignment..haha.
thats about it.GTG listen to misteri jam 12!!

2007-05-19T11:11:00.000+08:00

okk so i haven blogged the stupid things ive done yet since the last blog..finally i am..
and hmms
SP CRESCENDO-im one of the backstage crew.and like hahas.when i was tired i went to play big fish small fish with luke..and whahaha.we sang songs just to release stress and boredom for that day.and hahas.
SP LIFESAVERS-hehehe..its again silly uh..me and jun xian.we had lifesaving 1,2,3 on thurs and hahas.when it was over,we were kinda bored (waiting for the seniors to give the debrief) .and so we sat on the pool-bed.as in the floor.and i think it was 1.8m deep.and hahas.and few times later,hahas we played chi ko pa and scissors paper stone there..xpxpxpxp..hehe.

and yesterday+today morning its like SPSU builds a raft..and hahas.im beat.i slpt at 6am and like the rest slpt at 9..and wooh.its like the leceh things were the rope.and its very very long.but in the end its still not enuf..hahas...and yeah..
iM gonna meet my Secondary frns today(hopefully)
hahahs..we are going to mas' hse to watch jgn pandang blakang.woooh.hehehe.hahas hope to see them soon!

2007-04-25T21:27:00.001+08:00

hmms.the last time i blogged was 17.and alot of things happend since then..
i cant rmb all..
but on the 20-22.i had SPSU RDC Camp
hehe
quite fun
yups
brings back lots of memories,made new frns-to mention a few-Daya,Priya,Ain,Evlyn(hehe,im not so sure),Su,Hidaya,Zul,Faiz,and lots more.hehe..hehe
emms
and yes2
my lecturer..he's crazy...he scolds the other lecturer and points middle finger at him
hahahahahah
then he kinda shows how immature teenagers are.well he points middle finger and pretends to have a flu that type of thing
and hahas
the other makes fun of ppls name
haha
like today
my frns name is Dalbert*if im not wrong
and haha the lecturer says its albert and the D' is silent.hhehe.and he said girls got more than 2 answer-not like the experiment machine i was using today
hee..YES/NO/MAYBE?/SEE 1st.hahahahah!!
lols
then he mentioned about republic poly.he says the skl-u attend and then get the briefing.and then u are released and later half to come back to do a presentation.hehe.in between the RPs can do anything.and hehe.my lecturer say- they come SP.hahahahahah!
i couldnt stop laughing.and.yeah..it was fun.=)

hehe..TOMORO- im gonna start at 1.30..wooohooo!.but i still have lifesavers..so hmm.ill be gg hm late again tml. xpxpxp

2007-04-25T21:27:00.000+08:00

2007-04-17T21:08:00.000+08:00

welll!! haha..my time table is quite slack-
COS ! only WED AND FRI i have to wake up early..the rest of the days like monday-i start at ONE!!wooh..thats like i can sleep and wake up at 11 and i still be early for school!!xp

tues i start at emms-10!!haha
and wooh today ended early xpxpxpxp

thurs i start at 130!!woohh! that is super late xpxpxpxpxp

2007-04-15T12:55:00.000+08:00

well i feel like im unwell today..
cos i have blocked nose and im starting to cough today..im had flu yesterday and it sucks
maybe cos i havent slpt well the last 2 nights
and well i hope the run i had helps me
well my running timing suks
but its better than last wed
and i realli need to run more
and i need to run faster cos im running preety slow
well i need to buck up my pace and work harder if im going to try for AIRBORNE next year
and hopefully farhan's going to airborne this year
so i dont have to compete with him next year
well he can realli pull his muscles to the extreme last fri
he did 60 push ups and 60 sit ups in one min each
and he can do pullups well..and yeah
HOPE i get well today since skl starts tml=)

2007-04-11T23:46:00.000+08:00

Well I got one thing to say today.

Not 2 but one!

I got my laptop!!!

And im quite happy uh

But It could be better If things were completed

Like the camera,the software-its like cant be opened.so to use the com cam

I need to use another method

And u cant configure its settings

And its like dumb

However

The rest are good!

And I just noe.1 GB ram

Its still ok

Not that fast

Cos this com still lags

After a lot of prog are being used

And wooh! One more thing

I need to buy myself a cross cable

To transfer stuff

Hmms and what I did today

Is I went to jog and also I went to the gym

And im quite tired

Well that’s all.cos im tired rite now and I have to go to skl tml

Wish ME luck!

2007-04-10T15:30:00.000+08:00

hmms!!-- i got 2 things two right write now..whahhaha!
well--
airborne's gonna be earli this year-luckily im onli aiming for the one next year..
so,i heard from farhan that its gonna be next friday and that was all off a sudden.and rafeeq is going too! he wants to go airborne this year..wooh.and so is rohaan..well
im just gonna train this year and go for it next year.so in the mean time i have to train myself and also i must take care of all parts of me..as in keep a good record in my well being =) =)hehe
and yepP!
this week.its gonna be training again.since i missed last week cos i was in camp..haha..so this wk.most likely im going to jog w farhan ,maybe zul and faeez too..
and Friday-its gonna be INTENSE TRAINING AGAIN =)..
well this time,im expecting to maintain my record.which is DO until my face turns colour.
seriously i need to practice on my breathing techniques.even when i do push ups and sit ups=well my eyes turn red..
and i could do more if i were to concentrate more of the breathing part
well ..i think it shuldnt be a prob.i got alot of rest last wk.and im readY to START again..well this will continue until next year..hehe..maybe ill see her again when i go skl this fri xpxp
hehe

AND WOOOOOHH!!
the other thing is that..
im gonna get my laptop today.well its not my money.but im very thankful to her .cos she helps me alot.
and woooh!! im gonna be so happy.well i shuldnt be to excited cos i still need to charge the laptop 12 hours(i think)
and yeah.im gonna get the laptop today- BETWEEN 4 to 8 today.well
i hope it comes just at the right time.
and yeah--
im gonna get myself a laptop protector.costs arnd 16 dollars in SP Popular Store.whereas in simlim they sell it for more than 30 for a similar one.!!
wooh...LAPTOP!

and one more thing-i need some inspiration-cos im in the middle of writing a song for the band
and im stuck
well hopefully fizO studies hard this year cos its too important than most things in life

and YAT! congrats!! take care of her real well alrite.. and take care of urself too
dun neglect ur studies- cos i wannto see u in SP(hopefully if u wannto take engineering in aeroplanes like ALI)
!!

2007-04-09T20:05:00.000+08:00

-ill be ur superman-

[Strumming]

[Verse 1]

Im bored,all alone
In this empty room.
In this lonely life
And Its just not right.

A Thousand days would pass
But I wont forget u girl
I miss u all this while.
Its not alright

what i gotta do
to make u mine.
ill take away ur pain.
if only u were mine.

[chorus]
ill runaway.
just to be with u.
ill give away my heart.
just for u
ill do everything
just to make u smile.
ill do anything
just to make u mine

[Verse 2]

ever since ur away
im never okay.
My life’s full of emptiness
Only you can make my day
ill be ur superman
ill be ur hero
ill love u all day

[chorus]
ill runaway.
just to be with u.
ill give away my heart.
just for u
ill do everything
just to make u smile.
ill do anything
just to make u mine

lets be together.
it will always be true.
let me hold ur hand.
and ill hold on tight.
just so u know.
ill never let u go
ur always in my heart.
and its gonna be this way

-i hope this is better than the first song i wrote, same strumming, same band, different lyrics, meanings-a whole new level-

2007-04-08T23:03:00.000+08:00

ALEZMAKZ!!haha

I wore my contact lens just now!! wooh! took me just 15 mins ah beb!!
hahaha!!
1st time..wooh..now i can try tml. and if i take faster-then my no.1 on the wish list can be crossed!!wooh!!

2007-04-08T09:23:00.000+08:00

[my wish list]

*CONTACT LENSES (WEAR FAST!!) -cos I cant realli do it fast enough

* Airborne 08’ - so I have to train my running and my pull-ups-cos I cant do them in my no.4 uniform

*get to know all of my course mates -if possible-by the end of semester one..

* learn the guitar-cos i keep delaying this ever since my guitar broke

*I need a new guitar-this will have to wait-cos i need to use money on my poly life now

*a LAPTOP(maybe ill consider windows vista)-well-this is compulsory for Singapore poly usage-ALREADY ORDERED!

*visit my dad!! Cos he is now at QATAR ON BUSINESS. I already miss him

*go to EUROPE WITH MY FAMILY AGAIN!! –well the last time I was too young to remember and know QATAR is just 3 hours flight to EUROPE!!

*see that smile again

*write new songs for the band

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nth much-but ill just keep adding things to the list!

2007-04-08T09:18:00.000+08:00

Ohh..my dad left to Qatar today.and im very sad uh..but he said it was for the better.well

He left today morning(7 April 07) and im like crying uh..im preety sad cos.i was away for the FO camp and im tired so I slpt till like 12midnite and we left for the airport

He is returning next year uh… 2008..and ill miss my dad.cos he wont be around to help me and my family. And see Aqeil grow when he is 2 years old.

And im really sad cos he wont be around to correct my mistakes. Or around for me to ask him questions.and Im sorry for all I did wrong and when I talk bad about him some times when he isn’t arnd.

Ill hope this will be for the better and ill now have to be more independent like the simple things he mentioned when he was still around.like help mama to clean the hse and things I didn normally do.

I m really hoping this year to be moving fast and then when he returns next year ill be proud of myself and my dad to be proud of me.and then ill wish his stay back home for 2 weeks next year to be really slow and im really hoping that will happen.

Ill not forget the things he said like go pick up sth religious to do during my weekend.well to keep me strong and my self strong so that I wont go in the bad directions in life..

And I ll make that bad self of myself change..ill be going to mosque’s on Sunday.so that my iman (my religious side of me) will be stronger so that ill know things

2007-04-07T21:26:00.000+08:00

I ask my girl, to take a walk.

To take a walk, down orchard road

Bypass mandarin, go to centrepoint

We had our lunch, at MacDonald’s

We had fillet, and an apple pie

We shared a cup of lemon lime

I hold her hands, look into her eyes

Ask her to be my valentine

When I book in, I fell love sick

Thinking of her, I couldn’t sleep

Pick up the phone, I called her home

Her mama said, she’s not at home

I want to cry, I want to die

After sometime, I changed my mind

I told myself, Oh what the hell

I try my luck, when I book out

When I book out, I saw this girl

Her face so sweet, her eyes so big

And when she smile, look like Vivian chow

I told myself, mai ka tu liao

Send her flowers, call her every night

We go makan, every fortnight

After some time ,we made our mind

To get married, and be man and wife

After nine months, out came my son

He’s so charming, like father like son

Then came one day, he turned eighteen

He came to me, and told me this

He ask his girl..

2007-04-07T17:12:00.000+08:00

[I just had my FOC-Freshmen Orientation Camp-SPSU. And wOooH. Its fun uh..]

Haha..Well first day, after we reached our campsite-Boy’s and Girl’s Brigade Campsite at Sembawang,

The committee was introduced.

Camp Chief, Cook, Pte Ltds (Wardens , Medics, Photographer),Gp – I don’t know what’s this but. Its like group personnel or sth.maybe Goreng Pisangs and yup that’s it.

And haha..

Cooks got this song.

If your hungry and u know it *clap your hands…

*Say Lajola, Pose like cooks... wakakaka

And emms uhh, cooks are horny(ESP the CHIEF COOK!) and also, they are crazy. They love to dance. And its like

They will drop a plate and dance and shout sth like.

ALAMA ASAPA, INI AHH, ANU LA.. AI, O, AI O.

And repeat this 2 times.hahaha!

AND HAHA..i love the cooks and also ,my grandpa.He is super funny

Haha

And

Well 1^st 2 days were like the GPs were fucking us..Well they were quite silly.theyll scold us and like haha..theyll get us to blow the clouds (well the clouds really moved).play scissors paper stone with the TREE!! Haha..

Its stupid.and like.haha.talk to the tissue la. As the ants la.haha..all the stupid things..

3^rd day,the GPs changed and uhmm they were nicer. They let us play the Pulling the rope thing..i cant rmb the name now.

Oohh yah..tug O war.

Haha..lols.

Urhh..the rest of the day.we had yeah!! GAMES WITH THE COOKS!!LOLS
stupid la

Got one station.the one with my grand dad and and his frn..

Haha

The acted like they were GPs. And like and haha..”wait wait..must check my SCRIPT’

Hahaha!!lol

The Station was like we need to do the chicken dance.haha to get our chicken ah..

Lols the chicken HALAL SIGN was there. But haha!

They say must do ritual.must pluck the leg hair..haha!! LOLS!!

Hahahahahahaha

hehe,,and the Cooks are horny ah..my family -FORSHA.needed to play this game..we must use human mechanics.we must turn ourselves into flat screen tv..and haha..we had 3 shows..one was gay porn show.and haha.another was cook show.and haha..geographic chnl showing gorilla and giraffe fucking..hahaha!!so stupid..then i was the baby..i came out(as the baby) as a ninja turtle.hahahahahaha!!

Then they mumble some things and wooh! HALAL!!

Haha

WTH!!

Lols

And hehe..

Fun uh..hehe that night we got uhms. We got haha camp fire.. lols!

And we couldn’t sleep that night.cos the GPs and sum ppl were gg arnd putting some Colgate and powder on our faces..haha

Lols

Its stupid ah..and like I reached hm the next day tired..

2007-03-26T12:44:00.000+08:00

whahaha!!..so many things happend and i didn post them..
well wat i rmb was that i went to watch stomp the yard with the most wacky ppl.haiqal zul and faeez.and wooh.that was super silly!!

and i also went to chill with slackers playing bowling and pool and the going out till 9 to get nurul's phone and also eat dinner(waited for more than 30 mins.)
well it was worth it. :)

and wahaha..camp was fking fun..!!
hehe.
im the s.w.a.t team + life saver's(understudy)
hahahaha!.lols,zul is s.w.a.t and farhan's the life saver..
xp!!

haha..im OIC for Viper COY.and wooh.quite simple..could have done better uhs..
smoof camp.
and yeah.. i walked more than 10 kms last 2 days.
and slpt less than 4 hrs during camp.and it was still fun..
=)
haha

aloT of things happend..like lols..stomp the yard-we were thinking of wearing our boots and short pants and doing some stomping at the jetty.!!haise..but didn happend cos too little ppl and we were tired..hhaa..***haiqal was thinking bout.-*PORKCHOPS*-thats a guy nick in stomp the yard..hahaha..

well 1st day was emms.haha.good uhh..
parade suk..well still we are now having 4 Master Sgts,3 Staff Sgt + Naji
and whoo..we now have yellow lanyards walking around..haha

well i should have gone for ADC.so ill be supernumery traind,but i didn..well.ill just have to learn frm those hu went..
and like after the parade,we had games.hahaha!!
MOUTHWATER--well its a game that require alot of mental strenght..
haha
well i zul haiqal ,passed messages to the cadets(having a mouthful of water)
haha
and like all the stupid dirty nonsense msgs ah!!they just kept laughing and the messages are changed.
haha,if ur smart ull highlite dis part..
haha
msgs that were passed were like
"i just had menses"-become - "my cock got musCLE"
haha
"i have 30 inch nipples"
haha
well,theres alot more..if u want to noe more ask me...like wth

haha
and beep was fun..i played..and hehe
i lost 2 kenny..haha
but no worries my team won..haha
and woohh..NIGHT WALK!!
whahaha..
lols..well there were 3 scary stations,shuld have taken pics man..haha
well 1st was Dnesh..he was realli frightening ah..he is skinny and he botak and lol,half naked..lolss!!
haha
and he came out very haha..ill take a pic and post it..haha
his pose was hahahah!!

and then came farhan and zuls stn!!
ahaha

zul wore like tudung uh..hahaa
and farhan onced Azan..well onli muslims would understand Azan..
haha
hoow!
and there were a few cadets hu cried ah!!
haha
lols
and i and Haiqal was at the last stn>>!!!
haha..its hard to explain
haha
i was half naked uh..
and so was haiqal..well
he threw my boot at a dustbin
and it would fall
ahahhaa!
and the cadets were alreadi scared..haha
and then came my turn,well they needed to pass my b4 getting chocolate at the end of the staff toilet beside bss music room..haha
lols
haha
so they were scared and didn want to enter.and some of them saw part of me.haha
and some MACAM PAHAM PPL
haha
said "hey i not scared la.come out laa..haha
like all haha the same all scared..haha
and hehe
i threw my shirt at the cadets and i shoouted boo!!
haha
and some fell down..woooO!O!O!O!
haha
thats best la!..and naji was inside after some time..hehe
i and him like ran towards the cadet in the alley and hahaha!! they were again scared..hahahahahah!!
=)
haha

and that nite we had turn out..like fire drill in the middle of the nite at 245am..ghaha..
well i slpt late that nite ,along with farhan and zul.we slpt like i think 45mins.and i slpt first..haha

the next day was funner!
haha in the morning i just slacked and help to boil the eggs.hhahaa..and hehe
tiring uhh.haha
and then later we reached east coast.and readi to head for marina south..well it was about 5.5 km and we took 2 hour 19 mins..haha
ok i counted the time..hahhaa!
fun uh..hehe

and hehe i still rmb swat,loch ness monster,haha all the silly things.
and well at night i reported *SIck*nono reported hungry haha
and the route march back was great..
it was raining and i wore the paQA jacket..haha
cool uhh..thunderstorm,we seek shelter and i got short naps so did the rest..haha
well its good uh..training..well my mindset's changing..cos now walking far is fun.and i dont care about getting sweat all over..hahaha
and i relli like that..woooh!!

and one thing is still in my mind..
whether to train for airborne course this year,or go for ICEP-(cadet exchange programme) USA.
and haa..im not so sure..
farhan's going airborne this year.and if i do make the selection test,ill be with him and maybe zul if he recovers frm his injuries.

as for icep,ill most likely be going,i think.and im gg to pass the form up today.
wahha.
both clashes.it is during june.and wahaha..today's decision will determine where ill be going during my june hols.
hmms..ill msg farhan since he isnt online..and uhh.

hopefully ill train well enuf for next year airborne..well i want to show u i got wings-thats if i get to go to the course..hehehehe!!

2007-03-15T09:16:00.000+08:00

*we strike aGain-

aha..YESTERDAY!!
was so fun!!
me-nurul-hyt-ali-mastura-hafiza-shahul.yeah--we went to east coast ah!!
haha..pain pain pain everywhere..ahhaa..cos we played at the beach+ bathe there.and woohoo..
fun ah..but mas wasnt allowed to go in to swim-so we played beach soccer..haha..not realli uh.the girls just kick the ball.on the beach...wahahhahaa!!
and we took lots of photos.haha...but still i need them to transfer the photos to me uhh..
haha

we also went riding the bike..!woohoo..now my ass hurts..
haha..

=) (= =) (= =) (= =) (= =) (= =) (= =) (= =) (= =) (= =) (= =) (= =) (= =) (= =) (= =) (= =) (= =) (=

wahaa..and shafiq came along at arnd 4 + and ali left..onli for a while ah..
cos we oonli ride the bike like the last fifteen mins..wooh..tired ah..xpxpxp
and we left.to drink at the hawker ctr,at marine parade..hehes..
=)

PICS ARE HERE!!

2007-03-09T22:08:00.000+08:00

emmss..today im relatively happy and tired..cos uhh my cadets were the welcome guards for MP..
and haha
farhan and zul did a power job..they gave the best show ever..and ill learn frm it..hehe
and was tired cos like i went home running to get my uniform..haise

if only u were there..

emms..and the bad things bout today.is that i found out 2 rifles were broken.and the singapore flag dropped..like wth..lucky for them im not incharge.if i was..haha..i think ill give him a warning..
haha..mcm fierce seh..haha..

2007-03-09T21:52:00.000+08:00

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
hehe..
i met nurul azura mastura shah and shafiq!!
whahaha..we met up yest and we went shopping!!wahha!!
shop with girls-must bring a box of lollipop=)

cos rite..hehe.the guys must wait for the girls to choose wat they like..and its like so much clothes in one store and hehe..oklah..waiting is good..hehe
but realli,if ur the one waiting..ull wait till ur legs are cramp xp..hehe

and like we took alot of pics i think=)
so ill update them some other day when i get them=)..

and hehe..
fun uh..cos i miss them soo much..
and hehe,i love them so much.

haha..lagi2 si shafiq nye rambut sample xp!!

___________________[emms and this is on March 8-slackers inc in this section of my life]
PICS ARE HERE!!--

2007-03-06T09:55:00.000+08:00

*haha!!yehyeah!!*
i got my first choice!!wooh!.and its aeronautical engineering!!
at Singapore Poly!!..wooh! power la!!
yeah..and there's gonna be orientation!!
wah fk!im gonna rock SP uh!!
yeah..woohh!

2007-03-05T20:04:00.000+08:00

drowning in my thoughts last nite..

couldnt get to sleep
last night..wanted to go to slp early but couldnt.

well..i was thinking bout the job,and i think im gonna quit..
i have my reason(s)
well its onli one reasonable one.
and i made a mistake from the start.cos i didn realli plan this things.i guess im lucky cos its just a part time work and ill learn from it..also to settle and think thru this kinda things early and think again before commitment.
if i continued to go into this kinda fnb work..i guess ill fall into some other holes.and i dun want that to happen..
and i alreadi planned ahead now..
all i need 300 hundred for the basic needs.
and i alreadi will work hard to work with my cousin..pay isnt that much as now in the fnb work.
but its slack work.and ill get the money i work for,clean.as in religiously.
and thats why im gonna withdraw from banquet operations. cos of religious reasons i tot i could avoid..but it wasnt the case.
and i didnt want to fall down into those black holes there.

i hope ive made the right decision now.
and its gonna be okay.

and im realli sorry yat.if i dont go to that place..
i got my reasons.
and its definitely for the better..
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yst sucked,cos i was hoping i could meet and have lunch with calypso-my orientation grp(og)
and hhaiya..
i kept quiet all the way.
like i was having some kind of problem like that.
it wasnt likely of me uh.
maybe it just wasnt the right time.
and i didn have lunch cos,even after waiting..i left w/o enjoying with my OG.
cos i needa go training at the work place..
well my timing was just right.
and i reached the place at the right time.
and its been like dis uh..
ill calculate and estimate the time needed to go wat time wat place.and it has to be perfect.
and there must be luck
like transport
totally unpredictable at times.
i dont like it when u have to wait for the next bus when u just missed it like a few mins.
u have to at least wait another whole 10 or 15 mins or even more just to ride the next bus..
well that's for most of the buses that goes to my house..
and i dun realli like it.
whereas some bus services are like 147 are just like wooh.trains like that
most of the time it would come in like 5 mins.
if u wait like 7 mins.wooh! u can choose like 3 buses.all in a row..

and uhh!
today.
i played soccer...played a good game.scored a few goals.
but i was tired after like 35 40 mins.
but we all were tired.and the other played more than an hour..
..

and heck..ncc today..
its like funny lah.communication wasnt good..
haiqal asked me where am i.and he said the bus was leaving at 130 when it was 130 when he called me.
like wth..
haiya.so i took mrt there.and wasted more than 15 mins waiting time..

and at HQ,well i tot theyll take my photo.cos the one i gave them wasnt realli a nice one.
and it turned out okay.
luckily there's this ma'am.she helped me correct my mums name.
cos the sergeant was busy and he said it was ok.well to me it wasnt cos the print didn print my mums name in whole.
well..like wth.he said it was ok.
THANKYOU ma'am..she help me change a new clt pass..
and haha im great full for that..
haha

and hehe..if your reading this on the fri-9th..im gonna wear no1..not involved in the parade.just wearing it..xp

>>>maybe for you..<<<<

hehe...andemms yah..i do miss you..

2007-03-04T11:16:00.000+08:00

ManUtd Wins by a late goal!

yst i was bored uh
..its like the whole match liverpool was attacking.and man u cant keep possession and like heck.the just couldnt get larson and rooney attacking..
but haha..man u got a free kick on the 90 min and O shea SCORED!!..woots.
haha..that was realli lucky =)

To all liverpool fans-dont be sad..its just a game =)
To all Man utd fans-wooh!

2007-03-02T21:23:00.000+08:00

woots..

so yesterday she told me she checked out my blog.and she told me it was nice.
and she also said it wasnt much about emotions much so today.ill right about today's emotion hopefully
and if u do read this ..emms, next fri,theres' a funfair i heard.and that afternoons gonna end with combine UG parade.but i aint participating in the parade.(there's an MP coming,and its gonna be great..)

im back frm training and reached home at 8 plus uh..so its was quite tiring,cos morning-i went to the gym with farhan.and met his sp frn

wahha..and it was kinda tiring..cos i havent been there quite some time.
so
yeah..my frn's frn was helpful uh..he and farhan helped me with the bar.and helped me balance it..whaha..
the rest of the time at the gym was great!cos i did lots of weight training.and ill sure to get cramps soon..

wahha.!training was usual..
and hahah!the best part

lols Dinesh!! pogewak..he irritated tiong boon like some ass like dat xp

first tiong boon greeted zul..and dinesh answered.tiong boon said not u la!
and dinesh looked at this np boy running and say "haH??yaya ! ok"
its like super dumb uh..
and i was laughing my ass of with rohaan and haiqal..
lols
then tiong boon got irritated.so he went down and got to the bench and talked to zul..then dinesh said about the NPs..haha
he said that the uniform like so old alreadi..busted alot of freaking things frm his mouth.then tiong boon said at least not like the NCC uniform..
he said it was too bagging.and so leceh need to use gutters and fold the pants inwards.
haha
then dinesh jacked him back!busted sak..he said at least when we bang our pants dont go so high!
haha
lol
so tiong boon went to chase dinesh.but lols..nvr manage to catch him..lols
then tiong boon went away
wah heck

dinesh go call him
hey hey...wat karur(colour-saying as if his tongue is too short)..Or**** (orange karur)cos tiong boon was wearing this bright orange colour shirt.
haha..and started to jack him again..wah/then it didn end there!

we went out..saw 3 ramlee burger stalls at a pasar mlm..lols.
rohaan said.didn u see that man using the tongs?
the dinesh said wah?? where got man sell burger wearing thongs??

haha

so we went to adam and ate there with faeez..hha
busted seh dinesh-xp

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famous last words-mCr!
whoo!
haha
part of it has some meaning in my life
wahaha!
besides today..nth much to say..
maybe ill learn the chords quickly so i can get a tune quick and write another song..
and maybe itll be bout her..

and ill express my feelings there.

just like the other band songs H.Boys have.

2007-03-01T22:09:00.001+08:00

[the cranberries-linger]
If you, if you could return
Dont let it burn, dont let it fade
Im sure Im not being rude
But its just your attitude
Its tearing me apart
Its ruining everything
And I swore, I swore I would be true
And honey so did you
So why were you holding her hand
Is that the way we stand
Were you lying all the time
Was it just a game to you

But Im in so deep
You know Im such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

Oh, I thought the world of you
I thought nothing could go wrong
But I was wrong
I was wrong
If you, if you could get by
Trying not to lie
Things wouldnt be so confused
And I wouldnt feel so used
But you always really knew
I just wanna be with you

And Im in so deep
You know Im such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to. do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

And Im in so deep
You know Im such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

You know Im such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

2007-03-01T21:34:00.000+08:00

[lifehouse-you and me]
What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all other people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

so tomorrow theres training..and past few days were a mess like that..
on sunday , i went johor if i wasnt wrong..
and i bought the prison break season 1 cd..
but haha xp..i need to go change them..
err..they talked like sheep.and emms,haha.it cant be played on normal dvd player..not sure why..

and monday,it was good uh..got new games to play.and ok.quite fun..
and my brother bought his zen.30gb..
yeah..clear screen!better than my room tv!

and tues..it was super sian day...kept playing game.the whole day.
and uhh..boring uh..the com keep hanging..it was like wth day.
wooh!
wth day..com hang=when u are scanning the com.and also when my brother seek my help to transfer the songs to the zen

and wed..uhh..wanted to go interview...but didn bring IC..xp..so me and hyt went to uhh tp.eat there..

and thursday ! today.! i went to interview and i got the job..*and i went to cut hair*so sunday.there is training.
and uhmss
its gonna fun ...i think..
and if i work.itll be 3 days.mon tues and wed(maybe can OT)
so thurs can rest.
and fri..whoots!itll be ncc time..destressing time=)

hehe..and sat..itll be tuition time..and i think ill change the payment to uhh..everytime i see them i get paid..or maybe 2 lessons..
cos like wahah!
my cousin..always cant.
and haiqal better uh..
he wants to learn
so its good
...

and recently..
ive been listening to lifehouse...and clay aiken-he sing power uh!and i like the songs that he cover.i mean.he sings other ppls songs.
there's this stupid joke.(ask me if u want to hear it.)

wahah...

2007-02-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

[well..MAN UTD WIN!]

wahaha..man utd win.with ronaldo scoring the winner.and phew.it was onli a few more mins to 90mins.
mc bride scored the 1st goal.and giggs scored next.
but thankfully,man u got the 3 pts.

now its the liverpool match playing.and its 2-0 (half time score)

waha

haha
and one silly thing i did yst..
i wore shirt + jeans.
i tot my family was gg to marine parade or sth,but wth..haha
we went to changi beach
omg..
then its like haha.go beach use jeans and shirt
wakaka!

so i did take some photos at the beach
my ma,pa,adik, and nenek went there

wahaha
(photos will be posted tml..)

and haha.i got killed a few times on R.E.and emms.yea
when i was at changi,Aaron msged me.saying emelyn and him was kinda missing me..wahah!
well i missed them too!
haa
Aaron's this big guy frm Victoria.and he got bullied xp.haha.my frn called him bumble bee la.haha stil got a few more..
and he's very nice uh.
and emelyn..haha..she's this blonde girl frm emms,i forgot her school.(maybe its woodlands.)
..she's power uh!
she can realli make ppl go hype.cos she got experience,being a ssg in npcc at her school..haha
and haha..she also dance good=x

cos we did the college dance ,sadly the last dance on the closing nite of the orientation days.
haha

and if there's any gathering!im going this time!
wahaha!
and ill tell them about my sick IKAN BILIS JOKE.haha.
got alot one.and if ur the kind hu listens to jokes.ull enjoy and laugh ur ass off..haha!

emms.haha
maybe i should copy some jokes from the internet and post them right now

hmmss.

hhee!something new!

An elderly couple walk into a fast food restaurant. They order one hamburger, one order of fries and one drink. The old man unwraps the plain hamburger and carefully cuts it in half. He places one half in front of his wife. He then carefully counts out the fries, dividing them into two piles and neatly placing one pile in front of his wife. He takes a sip of the drink, his wife takes a sip and then sets the cup down between them. As he begins to eat his few bites of hamburger, the people around them keep looking over and whispering "That poor old couple - all they can afford is one meal for the two of them." As the man begins to eat his fries a young man comes to the table. He politely offers to buy another meal for the old couple. The old man replies that they''re just fine - they''re just used to sharing everything. The surrounding people noticed the little old lady hadn''t eaten a bite. She sits there watching her husband eat and occasionally taking turns sipping the drink. Again the young man comes over and begs them to let him buy another meal for them. This time the old woman says "No, thank you, we are used to sharing everything." As the old man finishes and was wipes his face neatly with the napkin, the young man again comes over to the little old lady who had yet to eat a single bite of food and asks "May I ask what is it you are waiting for?" The old woman answers... "THE TEETH."

haha..and another one

A guy is in a bar with a bunch of his friends. After a while of shooting pool and drinking, he whispers something to his friends. A few minutes later he walks over to the bartender and asks for a shot of tequila. After he takes the shot he says to the bartender,'' I'd like to make a bet with you.'' The bartender replies, ''Sure I'm in a betting mood.'' So the man bets the bartender $1,000 that he can piss in the shot glass placed all the way across the room and fill it up and not spill a drop. The bartender says, ''I'll take that bet.''
So the man walks to the other side of the room and places the shot glass down. He goes back to the bartender and starts pissing. He doesn't even get a drop in. He pisses all over the place. In the bartender's face, all over the barstools and everything. After he was done pissing, the bartender laughed and said, ''You owe me $1,000.'' The man paid the money with a big smile on his face. The bartender asked, ''How come you're so happy?'' The man replied, ''You see those five guys over there by the pool table? I bet them $300 each that I could piss all over your bar and you'd laugh about it.''

haha..

A sailor and a pirate walk into a bar. They sit down next to each other, get to talking and their chat soon turns to their sea adventures. The sailor tells of his days fighting wars with the Navy, and the pirate tells of robbing ships and killing his enemies with the other pirates.
The sailor notices that the pirate has an eyepatch, a hook and a peg leg and asks, “How did you get the peg leg?”
The pirate replies, “When I was thrown off my ship and flated for two days until my crew rescued me, my leg was bitten off by a shark as I was being pulled out of the water.”

The sailor, impressed, says, “Wow. That's very exciting. But how about the hook?”
The pirate smiles, shining the hook a bit, “When I was swordfighting with a pirate from our enemy ship for treasure, he took it right off.''
The sailor's eyes were wide with awe at how badas this pirate was, and he asked,
How did you get the eyepatch?” “Well,”says the pirate, shifting in his seat a bit, “a seagull shit in my eye.”
The seaman looks puzzled: “You lost an eye from gull shit?”
The pirate sighed and shook his head. “It was my first day with the hook.”

hahaha..

oww.its time for slp =) good night =)

2007-02-23T21:19:00.000+08:00

[wahha-woke up,showered.changed.went out.and was freaking tired.cos i didn eat my lunch]

today.friday.
i went for ncc.like usual.fri=training.unless theres a change.
so after i reached school.and went into the room.haha.
music to my ears.all the specialist greeted me since a long time..wahaha
and then ltr we had foot drill.
i took the part A(Anaconda coy) for a while.from 3-3.30pm(footdrills) and then went to teach the cadets how to pitch a tent.
was thinking of just supervising.
but then.since there was time constrain.i tooked over the teaching part.and then wahaha.i also delayed some time.
heck uh..delay2.specs nvr tell QM we needed 3 tents.
then alot of delay.specs onli went to malcolm onli for instructions at 3.30,the time when they are supposed to start the campcraft.
whaa.
but still i managed to get them to learn the striking of the tents. and let them practice uh.

and then ltr i went to boa coy. to do the haha,rope obstacles.and was quite fun uh.but still im quite new to them.cos i seldom control them.
wahaha..but soon =) wahah! theyll noe me.wahah!and ill use some stupid catch phrase.hahaha.
thinking of one original one.wahaha.one of it that i learned in clt course was-"Stupid also got Limit"
haha.quite true uh.

haha..thats when i went for PT(physical training).
and its like haha.cant realli do much on an empty stomach.
but couldn show that.cos theres alot of ppl who come for trg w/o eating b4 training.wahaha
and PT was fun
warm up then stretch.and some push ups and whaha.alot more.

whaha.then reached home just to watch the Pearl Harbour.at arnd 830.and it was quite boring uh.the 1st part.the second one better.where all the action starts.haha!
and im feeling like playing RESIDENT EVIL again.wahaha..maybe the next resident evil coming out on the xbox 360 will be super scary.esp when the graphics are great.superb!
wahaha

haha.
bubbye!going to check for the ncc forum now=x

2007-02-23T21:05:00.000+08:00

[crazy dream]

yst nite.i dreamt.and it goes like this.
i was at school..going to ncc.and i was wearing my school uniform.im not sure why.
and.i saw her,but i passed by her and didn say a word.
im not sure why.
and then ltr.i was at this place.emm.theres alot of chairs stacked on my right.and i was sitting uh.on one chair.not sure why.but then i was gg to msg her.
when she looked for me,and found me.
and i stood up.giving her a seat.but she said she cant.
and that she was in a hurry.
and then suddenly
things go abit blurr. and theres this conversation.

girl:hey...
me:yeah?
girl:i want to ask you sth.
what will u do to let me love u forever ( this were the words she used,in my dream last night)..
me(after much thought) :tell me u dont love me,first
girl - *disappears*

and it was all a blurr.

so it was a crazy dream uh..and its a long time since i took the bus with her the last time.and later we took our results.

2007-02-22T22:17:00.000+08:00

[wahaha..click!]
ha..click-the movie was great!..haha..good start,sad middle.ending wasnt bad =)..got morale of the story-which is family first. wahaha.

and today..sadly didn go out..supposed to go for interview.but hyt. was busy uh.
so was ali..
not onli that..i could have gotten 45 dollars if i went out to do slack work with my cousin-he slpt overnite yst.cos he wanted to watch the soccer match!
haha
45 dollars.work=slack.@tampines ikea (i think)
and also emms. the pay was daily pay.
haha
den my cousin asked me whether tml i could.
and i said it was allrithe..
onli to noe that ltr,tml was fri!
and i would be going back to bendemeer!
to do my duties.=)
hehe.go there.shake leg-have fun.can run and excercise.
and then u get money.
wahah!
cos im a clt !
waha!
graduated last year-dec..not so sure abt the date.
but it was sure memorable.
spending more than 2 weeks with strangers that turned into frns and buddies.
and it was also memorable cos.
i think that during that period of time,she liked me..but i wasnt so sure uh..
she helped me alot.cos after a tiring day.ill message her good nite.
and then she'll reply me.and thats the best thing ever.
cos her presence,made me feel rejuvenated..truly=)
and i miss her calls now.
i miss her uh.
trying not to.
i see her online.but i dont do anything,not talk to her like always.
and memories of me and her.its gonna be in my heart.

haha.i got an inspiration.
maybe if i get a tune.
ill write another song abt her.
and maybe the title will be.
always in my heart

so today.
-i watched click.
-tried to play the guitar(which is broken)
-thinking of getting a job
-- so that ill get some things that i want.
like a new guitar.so that i can learn easily.

-and i played emms resident evil thats. hawhaha! scary!
lols
but i didn freak out today.
cos i alreadi got my skills back.( i played the game and completed it b4. only that its so long ago)
all because of my cousin uh!
yest he played de game.then i shiok alreadi.
haha!
scary =)
its like playing a role.and zombie like humans walking.then suddenly run towards u!
wakak!
real life like that? ill be scared.but im up to it..onli if i have a second player beside me.
and a weapon that has alot of bullets!
wahah!
thats gonna be shiok!
haha.but yea ,i ll need training and pay if ir was real life.

2007-02-21T23:35:00.000+08:00

testing testing

2007-02-21T10:28:00.000+08:00

[haha..today morning was okay=)]

hmms.morning,i watched superman returns.wahaa..actually,was wanting to watch prison break
but the i watched the episodes.and the new ones are not here yet.
so,i watched superman returns.
it was quite a good movie.
was quite confusing cos at the start.but i figured it out=)
wakaka..
haiya..the nus thingy.still havent ok yet.
waiting since morning.
wahaha

haha.
the next movie ill watch will be emms

blood diamond
the benchwarmers
deja vu
happy feet
little man
austin powers.

wahaha.this will keep me occupied b4 getting my job=)
wahah.
and i like those movies that are full of action.like Mission Impossible 3.whoots
and movies like lord of the rings.
funny movies like happy feet
War movies also!
i like them..like black hawk down,the band of brothers.pearl harbour.
woots!
haha
animation-funny(i watch)
action-like emms final fantasy-(i like)
wahaa!
and like xmen3..that was nice=)

so movies that i can think of now.that i like

gladiator
mission impossible 3
lord of the rings-(all three) =)
band of brothers-used to watch it on HBO(not sure whether ive watched all)
tokyo drift-the fast and the furious
superman returns
x men 3
night at the museum-super lame!
superman

haha,still got a few more.and i don remember the titles.hehe
movies from adam sandler(woots.i donno whether the spelling is right).haha
like the movie he inherited the money from his relative
and also the black guy.played in bad boys.
haha..real comedian..few movies that he played was realli funny.like the blue streak
haha..

and there are also shows that i watch.
like

prison break-my favourite
smallville
pck
csi -smtimes.
oc-last time
survivor-ok uh
just for laughs.
the dance floor
singapore idol
american idol
drake and josh
spongebob squarepants-wakaka!
mtv cribs
wanna come in?
pimp my ride
malcolm in the middle
the simpsons-haha!
celebrity death match
justice league unlimited
8 simple rules(funny show.)
friends
joey(only seen season one i think)
my name is earl !!

haha still have alot more.just that i cant rmb =(..wakaka!

2007-02-20T20:55:00.000+08:00

[trip to Bukit Merah,Perak]
it was friday uh.cant sleep.so i watched terminator 3 on AXN.
ended at 2am.
then tried to slp.
finally went to slp arnd half an hour later.
then sat woke up at 3+ lidat.

then left off at arnd 4am.
and went to get my grandparents.
at Beach Rd.

and then went back to my place cos i left the camera xp
wahaha

then like always.
ill close my eyes.
and relax at the 3rd row of my dads car.and my brother was still slping
wahah!

thats the car..
Volvo xc90

oww i dont have a picture of my brother slping

and so,
i slpt till malacca after the checkpoints.

and haha

messy hair..haha.and abit of headache
haha
so i went to the toilet
and
then went for bkfast.

wah,long queue.
then no nasi lemak..
so i ordered kway tiao
haha
*blueks*
not nice
so i just leave it aside
( =( wasting food is not wat i like)
then
haha

haha
thats the 3rd row.
after u put the seat down
then
not my brother slp
but ill lye down
and i was the one slping!
wakaka!

so lalalala
reached the lunch stop
haha
not sure where

then slp again,,
till Bukit Merah
wahah!
the place was quite small uh.wahhaha
but i didn mind
cos we were there onli to slp uh
wahaha

then one of the days i went swimming
wahaha

lols

haha.and at bukit merah,i drive my dad's car(one lane-max speed was 30km/h-at the haha..was a small place uh)..haha..abit slow uh.just at arnd 15km/h..wahwhah!!
pogewa.it was fun uh.=)
drive the car..lols..
then when i drove the car,
there's this busted security guard!haha
he stopped me..wahaha! lols..but he didn stop me for driving slow.
haha..stupid uh..
and not onli did he stop me on the first night.he stopped me again on the second night!! haha
that security guard...i should have taken his photo!haha

after leaving bukit merah
we went to uhh
Bangi
near to KL
to sleep at my relative's place

but we went out to emms
this place

cool right..the mosque is on water!..haha
nono..beside it is a lake=)
wahaha
so sad didn go in and pray there..
maybe next time =)

hehe den we went to eat steam boat at uh....PETALING JAYA!
dats the name of the place!
yes2

haha

haa.

emms..

thats about it at KL

so uhhms

got alot of things that happened uh
like roti boy!whoots i like..haha
and also a few place the prata was gr8
and
emms
we left bangi early.
at arnd 10 +
reached home at arnd 3pm
=)
hhe
cya!
gtg edit my song lyrics!

hehe..i love my family=)

2007-02-16T19:14:00.000+08:00

[wahaha,its about today.and also,a song i wrote.]

today was quite hot uh!.
wahaha.
went to meet Nurul , Mastura , Azura and Fiza..wahaha
left the hse at arnd 1045.hehe..and dammit freaking bus..everytime wrong timing.
haha..and abit stupid uh. walk so far just to get to the opp bus stop.then everytime will be the bus just left or need to wait for so long.
esp 64 and 125.
but today.i was abit lucky cos.i ran to the next bus stop.to chase 64.budden the bus still went off cos.there were on coming cars when i needed to cross the road.then
haha.lucky the next busstop have 66!yay!..
wahaha
then
abit stupid.the 64 arrived at the busstop i want , later then the 66.
wahahah!

then after that,i rushed to the mrt stn,where ill meet nurul they all.
wahaha
when i went down the escalator,haha.azura shouted my name.hehe.then i had to go up the circulater.( i don realli think of it as escalator,cos u need to go in circles just to travel up and down.)
wahaha!
then meet them at macdonalds.

too bad hyt didn get to meet them,he wanted to.but was busy.

the concert was ok uh.the same thing every year.!(choir choir lion dance gift presentation and more choir)
haha

saw liming!haha..

then i also saw cikgu =)

hehe

then ltr went to play soccer(supposed to walk to mosque)
wahaha..but no teamwork uh.got this guy..solo je..haha.nvm =)

then went to hyt place after ncc..

awhile uh..then when i return hm.in the bus.

i came up with dis...

haha.

girl next door-still under construction.
hafiz gave me the strumming
and i =) came up with this.
soon itll be Hboys property.
and im so glad

[Girl Next Door]

[verse one]
there's this girl.
she lives next door.
she has this pretty smile.
And she always makes me wild.
its always this way.
she'll make my day.
even when im down.
she'll nvr make me frown.

but yst
i saw another guy
walking hm w her
And he's making me insane.

what i gotta do
to make u mine.
ill take away ur pain.
if only u were mine.

[chorus]
ill runaway.
just to be with u.
ill give away my heart.
just for u
ill do everything
just to make u smile.
ill do anything
just to make u mine

[verse two]
now ur away.
and im not okay.
i wanna see that smile.
i wanna make u mine.

lets be together.
it will always be true.
let me hold ur hand.
and ill hold on tight.
just so u know.
ill never let u go
ur always in my heart.
and its gonna be this way

[chorus]
ill runaway.
just to be with u.
ill give away my heart.
just for u
ill do everything
just to make u smile.
ill do anything
just to make u mine

pls give me ur comments =)

2007-02-16T10:10:00.000+08:00

[today! haha. gg to concert at school?- yes2 ]
haha

CNY celebrations coming..
and that,i ll go to school to watch the performance.haha
most likely,ill be seeing my frns..wakaka..haha
and its going to be at 11 hahas.

AND

ILL BE GOING TO MSIA-PERAK ( i think) wakaka..
hope there got internet connection.
and i hope theres no need to pay for autoroam as in mth ly..haha.if not i think ill bring my other no.
81992905.
cos the no now got no auto roam
and

itll be 2day 2nite(today tonight??) haha..pogewak.
haha
nono not today tonight.
its going to be 2 nights or 3 nights. depending whether on my pa.see if he's tired or not.
cos itll be a long drive there.
and needa charge the laptop...
so can play dota..wakakaka! IN THE CAR!!
wakaka!
haha..cool uh..then my cousin will ask and say they want to play.haha..
too bad the car dun have 3 pin plug..wahaha!
lidat i bring PS2 and play in the car.!
haha

HoPe itll be fun at msia.
and muahaha!.

need to makan!(nasi lemak)-haise..remind me of her.
time now will be 10 22 in 3 mins time.
and i need to leave the hse at 1030.

mauahahah!
haha..

Good bye for now !! =)

2007-02-16T10:04:00.000+08:00

[whaha..was quite fun + boring]

haha,yst didn go to banquet..cos it was getting late ..=?
and hyt asked me to go there too..
the pay is 6 dollars /hour.quite a gd pay uh.
and its easy timing.when u want to go then u go..wahahah!.

should i take this?
and itll be today when hyt go for the interview..most likely that is..
and haha.can earn uh.and there got Ali and Hyt.and maybe a few more peeps.

but sth is telling me no.haha..
maybe i should ask my family first.
ask for their opinion.

haha

2007-02-15T15:01:00.000+08:00

wakaka..Going to Banquet soon.wakaka.at Havelock Road.xp..gtg makan =)

2007-02-15T12:46:00.000+08:00

[hotmail.com busy..waakaka..1st time]

wakaka.! hotmail.com server too busy..haha!

'We are experiencing higher than normal volume and are therefore unable to service your request at this time. Try one of the following:

In your browser, click Refresh
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haha..this is displayed..wanted to check my mail.and this happens..wakaka.
gg to dota now. =)
so cool.kinda pathetic uh.but original cd no need to use..haha.coooool =)

and most likely gg out w hyt today.he want to go 4 interview at BanQuet.haha
=)

2007-02-15T00:28:00.000+08:00

[i wanna sleep soon]
haha,
hope that the course i get into will be gr8!
=)
hopefully.
and haha.
that's it.
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL =)
esp. you :)

2007-02-14T13:30:00.000+08:00

[Hoobastank-The Reason]

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you

And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away

And be the one who catches all your tears
That’s why I need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

2007-02-14T13:11:00.000+08:00

[JAE]

wakaka..
'Happy valentine's Day to everybody =)

hopefully ive picked my best choices.
for my future

here is what i have

Your JAE registration has been submitted successfully.
This is a copy of the choices you have submitted. Please print a copy for future reference.

Confirmation Number: S90_____D-1 Date/Time: 14 Feb 2007(valentine's day) 11:07

Personal Particulars
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Choice of Courses
Exam Sitting(s): 2006

1 - S88 AERONAUTICAL ENGINEERING (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
2 - S76 BANKING & FINANCIAL SERVICES (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
3 - S66 ARCHITECTURE (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
4 - T17 DIPLOMA IN FINANCIAL BUSINESS INFORMATICS (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)
5 - S74 MARITIME TRANSPORTATION MANAGEMENT (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
6 - S90 AEROSPACE ELECTRONICS (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
7 - T11 DIPLOMA IN ELECTRONICS (AEROSPACE ELECTRONICS) (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)
8 - S97 MUSIC AND AUDIO TECHNOLOGY (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
9 - S82 BUSINESS INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
10 - T36 DIPLOMA IN BUSINESS INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)
11 - S70 CHEMICAL ENGINEERING (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
12 - T33 DIPLOMA IN CHEMICAL ENGINEERING (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)

AND

I got my O's Cert.
R4 14 R5 17
which will be
R4 12 and R5 15(after cca pts)

eng-c6
math-a1
amath-b3
humans(ss/e.lit)-b3
sci(phy/chem)-a1
mt-c6
geog-b3

woots.thankful for the results.

=)

2007-02-14T13:03:00.000+08:00

[Aerosmith-I dont want to miss a thing]

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While youre far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause Id miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Id still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And Im wondering what youre dreaming
Wondering if its me youre seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God were together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause Id miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Id still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing

I dont want to miss one smile
I dont want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause Id miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Id still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing

Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
I dont want to miss a thing

2007-02-14T13:01:00.000+08:00

[H.boys-first song].
Written by hyt, Hafiz n me.

Vocals:hyt
Bass: hyt, soon to be me
Guitar: Hafiz

Our Group name. H.boys (Happy Boys)

H.Boys - You're all I want

Baby, I need you tonight
Oh baby, you’re all that I want
All I want is you by my side
To hold me close and hold me tight
Oh baby, I love you so much

Baby, you’re the one in my heart
But baby, you've torn me apart
Never ever thought this day would come
And didn’t ever thought that you'll be gone
Oh baby, don’t leave me behind

I feel so lost, I feel so cold
Cause I have got nobody to hold
Baby, you left me alone

[Bridge]
Baby, dun do this to me
I feel so alone
Nobody with me
Oh baby, I need u with me
Cause without you
My life's so empty

I feel so lost, I feel so cold
I really have got nobody to hold
Baby, don’t leave me alone

2007-02-14T12:54:00.001+08:00

[H.boys - my promises- 2nd song]

[verse 1]
its just another day
all i see is just the rain
thinking of you all day
to chase the blues away
but it seems so hard
to mend this broken heart
whats life without you

[chorus]
ill do everything just for you
to see you smile
these are all ill promise you
to live my life with you

[STRUMMING]

[verse 2]
its the day again
and im going insane
without you in my life
it doesnt seem so right
i cant live this way
youre pushing me away
but i still love u

[chorus]

ill do everything just for you
to see you smile
these are all ill promise you
i wanna be with you

2007-02-14T12:52:00.000+08:00

[H.Boys. 3rd Song]

H.Boys 3rd song.!!! so as normal, the vocalist will be hafiz. n the guitar is hafiz again! haha. soon to be hyt. wakaka..still learning bass.

k, so here are the lyrics.

H.Boys - But Why

[Verse 1]
Everyday I think of you
Every moment you're in my mind
You're as if a dream come true
If only you were mine

When you're not around
I kept craving for you
I'll wait till you come
I need you right here now

[Chorus]
But why did you try to stay away from me
But why do you always seem to ignore me
After all I've been through
I knew things will just not be the same
Oh why did you do this to me

[Verse 2]
Everytime I look at you
You remind me of someone new
There were times, you haunt my dreams
It seems like those things were real

When you're not around
I kept craving for you
I'll wait till you come
I need you right here now

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
I know that theres just nothin wrong
Its between you and me to make the choice
Its seem like you don’t care anymore
But I still do
Cause youre my only one

[Chorus]

memories of the day till i told u i loved you.

2007-02-14T12:08:00.000+08:00

[memories of the day till i told u i loved you]

we used to sit beside each other.

And do hw or study together. maybe at our classrm or the i-space,but my fav is the tables outside the 3rd floor tchers office..

We used to go hm together. And ill always try to go up the lift w u just so u know that ill be there for u if ever u need me.

we used to talk on the phone till late at nite.And dun care abt the skl the next day.and i realli tresure every time we do that.

and Ill always study hard,just so tat ull call me to ask me qns,and ill be able to hear ur voice and talk to you.

I used to try to talk to u b4 we slp,like dats going to be the last thing we do every nite,if ever i were to be gone.

we used to go eat together.and ill always try to buy u ur drink.so that u noe,i dont realli mind spending just for u

i used to go stress everytime ur w sum other guy,and u dun even realise im sick..but I try to stay calm.and ur the one always that makes my day better.

. We used to touch each other's hand in the bus.and it always gives me shocks thru my heart when i touch n feel ur lovely palms and fingers.and i used to think that we will be together sumday...

we used to sit next to each other in LTs.even when my other friends say im always gone.and where were u? but i always had an excuse..just so i can spend my time w u..

i used to wait for u whenever i can after skl,all alone,hoping i can take the bus n walk hm w u..

We once sat at tp mcdonalds n dat day i ate my meal n u ate urs.

That night,i regretted not asking whether i can send u home.

We used to take the bus hm together. And ill always wonder if ur okay. and ull answer that im okay.and ill always ask u a second time.just to make sure ur allright..

onced u checked ur pulse.

and u always asked me to check mine.

and i knew it would nvr go rite.

cos my heart is beating so fast or too slow.cos ur beside me and im enjoying every moment

We ate lunch together and u dun mind me sitting opposite u.

and u didn mind me Playing w ur watch.

and ill always try to hit ur leg gently under the table.

we used to wonder things together,like when on the bus,i wondered whether it was the wheel below our feet. which was quite silly,now that i think of it.

We once went to skl together.And ill nvr forget the day i sat behind u in the bus.and u msged me to sit in front of u.

And how i was so glad that day even though i had to wait for u..

we once sat together in phy lab,till one day,we had to split cos we changed lab.and I was so happy I get to sit with u.And i still rmb that u msg me to sit w u since i was alone at the 2nd row and ur at the 1st..

These are some of the memories i had w u. and ill nvr try to forget them.. i love u so.

And ill miss all the things we did together.. if only u said-ill try. ill do anything just to see u smile.

ill sacrifice my everything.

just to be with you.

ill give u my 24 hours every day ,

so i can stand beside you.

ill do it all.just to send u home once again.

ill do everything,just to hold ur hand and walk side by side.

ill always do

and if ever u read this blog,

if ever u read this blog my sweetheart.

tell me.straight away.

call me.

call me and ill meet u the next day.

and ill try to make ur everyday as special as you are.

ur special. and ur beautiful

i told u that.

i pray.and when i pray so that we'll be guided..guided together.

and i pray that u ll be safe.

and ur family safe too.

i pray that we'll be together.

im no superman.

but ill try to be ur superman.

ill try to be ur hero.

let me be ur superman.

let me be ur hero

if ever u read this msg.

its from me.

and everything i wish for is true.

i want us to be together.

and i do care abt u.

and that’s going to be in my heart.

Always.

let it just be me and u

me + u.. u + me forever.

its wednesday!

2007-02-07T12:54:00.000+08:00

haha..out of supplies..
hehe..but part I is done=)

part II -need supplies

part III- need to go IKEA and buy!?

part IV- need to think of sth to write..

hahas..thankfully part I is done=).and going out tml to buy the supplies..hahas..

=)..let it be like old times..
ill wait under ur block.and we'll meet. =)..

1st blog post..

2007-02-05T22:26:00.000+08:00

*still thinking bout u*..
i hope fri would be a good day.
taking the results.
and itll be like life changing..
so i hope its gonna be allritte.